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Moving!

2009-01-05T18:14:00.000+08:00

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www.sugarlovers-r-us.blogspot.com

Merry Christmas!

2008-12-25T13:32:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas!

I'll probably be posting about Japan and Hong Kong soon, but not now, because it's Christmas.

But sadly for me, Christmas doesn't mean presents like it does to THE REST OF YOU GUYS. Coz my mom and the other moms in our family (as in, our relatives) agreed to get presents only for their own children coz 1) there are so many people to get presents for, and 2) some are like 18 or 20 - in other words, very old, so, and 3) they don't know what to get for them.

I know, I know. Christmas isn't all about presents. But you have to admit, presents are fun! Oh well. There is going to be a party at my aunty's house tonight, and my cousins are etc. are gonna be there! Including Yu Wen.

12:13 AM

Yu Wen gave me Anthon Berg chocolates. The Christmas party hardly felt like a Christmas party at all. First of all, we did not sing carols or anything Christmas-y like that. We just ate and did whatever. The food was good. Turkey and chocolate fountain and all. Then me and my bros used these things to spray water at each other, using the swimming pool water at my aunty's house. That was really fun.

Jia Qing pushed Jia Wei into the swimming pool while we were playing and they both got scolded. I got wet from all the spraying. Then we played Bluff for a short while. Then I listening to music and read while my cousins tried playing mahjong. It was pretty boring. Oh well.

3 More Days

2008-12-07T13:18:00.002+08:00

I'm going to Japan in 3 days (on Thursday). So fast. I haven't packed yet because I'm too lazy. But I'm adequately equipped for the long, boring hours on the plane on the way to Japan (and later, Hong Kong). I bought some books yesterday: Inkdeath, Skip Beat! vol. 14, Skip Beat! vol. 15, and Vampire Knight vol. 5 (finally came out! Yes!).

I finally had a nice celebrity dream last night! It's amazing! It was such a nice dream. I dreamt that my dad brought us to Paris for a 5-day holiday, but we were in America for some reason (although it was nothing like America). And there I met the Twilight cast!

Although there was some people in the cast in my dream who aren't really in Twilight. Kristen (Bella) had longer hair, and Robert Pattinson (Edward) looked different, not as hot, but he didn't really matter in the dream. And then I saw Taylor!!

We became really friendly and he was very nice. In the end (well, not really, but the end of what I wanna say anyway), we had to send Taylor and my cousin ShiHao and Robert back to their boarding school (???). So we were all saying "bye" and stuff, and Taylor and I hugged and he kissed me on the cheek!!!!!!

It's really too bad I had to wake up. It was such a wonderful dream.

9:36 PM

I bought 3 more books today at Mid Valley, but I felt pretty sleepy. And if I feel sleepy during the afternoon, it usually means I have a fever. I'm going to Japan in like, 3 days, so I hope I won't vomit in the airport ~~like the last time~~.

NigaHiga's New Movie!

2008-12-01T14:23:00.003+08:00

I'm sure all of you guys know NigaHiga (if you don't, where have you been?). I'm not sure if I should call NigaHiga "he" (Ryan Higa) or "they" (Ryan Higa and Sean Fujiyoshi), so I think I'll go with the "he". He is a YouTube star and the creator of totally hilarious videos like How to Be Emo, How to Be Nerd, How to Be Gangster, and more (watch them if you're having a bad day, they'll make you LOL). So yeah, they got discovered by some dudes in Hollywood, so now they're gonna be in a movie called...

Ryan and Sean's Not-So-Excellent Adventure!

watch the trailer below ↓ | click →here← to go to the movie website

P.S. Ryan was kidding when he said they're gonna replace Sean with that guy from What the Buck?! (another YouTube celebrity, and yes, that is the guy. Looks pretty diff, eh?)

I just emailed Galaxie (email | blog), a cool local Malaysian celeb mag, to ask about Twilight and Taylor Lautner and Tokio Hotel (notice how they all start with a T?) and Ryan and Sean's NSEA movie. Hopefully they'll reply soon.

Oh, and I have the piano sheet music for Bella's Lullaby! For anyone who wants it, leave me a message. It's not the official one, though. I can memorize it now. Wheee~! Although I didn't follow the sheet music exactly because there were some left hand notes that I think are different from the song.

This is completely unrelated to the movie, but... Taylor is so hot. His karate moves are soooooo cool! >.< I wish I could do that! I watched a video of him when he was 11 (video below). He was performing with a bo staff, and his movements are unbelievably fast! I don't know how anyone could do that, let alone an 11-year-old. But they say he practiced 4 hours a day, so I guess all that hard work paid off.

Taylor Lautner - 2003 US Open

OMGG... I want to do that! I'm going to ask my mom if I can learn karate now. Just kidding. But seriously, Taylor is soooooo COOL! He is the coolest 11-year-old I've ever seen... Although he's 16 [and HOT] now. Ah well, I think I'm going to practice my splits again now.

For 4 hours.

Yes, I'm going to do it!

I'm going to be like The Little Engine That Could (I think his name is Thomas or something...?). I think I can, I think I can, I think I can!

Owww. My thighs, my thighs. Err... Okay, maybe not. I can't do splits now. Later in the afternoon, I will. I have to do some warm-ups first... or something.

Whatever. Auf Wiedersehen!

3:33 PM

Omg, I just realized that it's December already! How time flies. I'm going to Japan and Hong Kong in about 10 days, on the 11th [to the 22nd]. No wonder my mom put a suitcase in my room yesterday. Omg! I didn't realize it was so quick!

I Heart Werewolves

2008-11-30T18:24:00.004+08:00

It’s amazing how quickly I switch my celebrity crushes. Really, it’s terrible. I’m not loyal enough >.<. But whatever. Now, shall I introduce my new celeb crush?

TAYLOR LAUTNER!
Feast your eyes on his hotness! (Or watch the last 2 videos below, even better)

a.k.a. Jacob Black from Twilight or Sharkboy from The Adventures of Sharkboy and Lavagirl 3-D! (But please don’t call him Sharkboy, because, I mean, Sharkboy? Would you like to be called that? … I thought so.)

Before you say anything, I do not regret spending all that money on Tokio Hotel stuff on the Internet. Tokio Hotel is a good band and they make good music, and Bill Kaulitz is still very cute and adorable and hyper. I just happen to like Taylor more now. Oh gosh, I hope I’m not gonna be like this when I grow up D=. I’ll never get married.

Anyway, here’s a few paragraphs from Wikipedia about Taylor. Click here to read the whole thing.

Taylor was born in Grand Rapids, Michigan, the son of Deborah and Dan Lautner. He is of French, Dutch, German, and Native American (specifically Ottawa and Potawatomi) ancestry.

Lautner began studying karate at the age of six, training at Fabiano's Karate School in Holland, Michigan. By the following year, he began winning tournaments. He was soon invited to train with seven-time world karate champion Mike Chat and, when he was eight, he was asked to represent his country in the twelve years and under division in the World Karate Association where he proved himself by becoming the Junior World Forms and Weapons champion, winning three gold medals.

He continued to flourish in the martial arts circuit; in 2003, at only eleven years old, he was ranked number one in the world for NASKA's Black Belt Open Forms, Musical Weapons, Traditional Weapons and Traditional Forms and, by the age of twelve, he won Junior World Championships.

Omg, right? French, Dutch, German, and Native American?!? NATIVE AMERICAN?! How awesome! How exotic! And about that whole karate thing? Siiiiiigh… he’s sooo cooool! He's amazing, really. Here are some vids of him demonstrating his awesome fantastic wonderful cool radical etc. karate skills. I could only dream of doing that sighhh... he makes me wanna learn karate (don't laugh!).

Although I can't say I care much for the whole screaming + looking like you have anger issues thing. But you have to do that to win in karate. They give you extra points for it.

Taylor Lautner demonstration at Kids Fair in Clovis

Taylor Lautner – 2003 World Series of Martial Arts

Taylor's extreme form at Charlie Lee Nationals ’03 (when he was 11)

His coolness makes Antarctica feel like Death Valley! His hotness makes the sun melt! I mean, you could roast marshmallows on him.

Hehehehe… *hysterical-ish giggle* He’s so awesome. And he makes me feel so stupid, too. At 11 he was ranked number one in the world for NASKA's Black Belt Open Forms, Musical Weapons, Traditional Weapons and Traditional Forms. Me, I’m 13, and I haven’t accomplished anything. Pfft. But at least he has a wide nose! Just like me (except he has a high nose bridge and I don’t, darnit)! Wheee~! I’m not saying his wide nose is bad. I mean, if all celebrities had the same small, pointy nose, it’d be boring. He’s like the complete opposite of Bill Kaulitz though.

Taylor:

perfect tan

quite muscular

short, naturally black hair

a T-shirt-and-jeans guy (I think)

wide nose

athletic

boyish

Bill:

beautifully pale

slender, girly figure (not muscular at all)

long, dyed black hair

Goth, likes to dress up

narrow, pointy nose

doesn’t like sports

feminine (in a good way)

Could they be any more different? Moreee videos! Watch! Watch!!!

Taylor Lautner for Popstar! (photoshoot)

Taylor Lautner Shirtless! (photoshoot)

If you don't feel like watching them, watch them anyway! I know that "shirtless" thing got your attention! And look at how white his teeth are! I read somewhere that drinking colored drinks and eating too much candy make your teeth yellow. I don't really drink soft drinks that much anyway, so that one's fine. As for the candy... I'll have to work on that.

Oh yes, and something weird happened Friday night. I slept with my right arm dangling off the edge of my bed, and when I woke up and looked at my fingers, they looked kind of weird but I didn't know why. So I put up my right and left hands and looked in the mirror, and the fingers on my right hand were so FAT! I guess all the blood went to them, that's why. They're back to normal though, thank God. So just some advice: don't do that.

And for some reason I can't dream about celebrities... Well, nice dreams anyway. Only once I dreamt about Tokio Hotel. It was a nightmare. I don't know what happened to Gustav and Geog, but they weren't there, but Bill and Tom were. And boy, were they U-G-L-Y! And not very friendly too. I woke up and I couldn't bear going back to sleep after for fear of more nightmares. *shivers*

And Zac Efron, back when I liked him, I couldn't see his face properly and/or he didn't look as hot. I have a weird problem. Emily dreamt she and I went to a TH concert, and she's not even a fan. Saskia had sooo many dreams of Tokio Hotel -- good dreams. Something's wrong with my brain.

Taylor the Gorgeous-Karate-Guy-Werewolf makes me feel so stupid. I think I'm going to practice my splits now.

<3 Taylor heart heart heart

Twilight!!!

2008-11-28T23:09:00.002+08:00

Omg, you guys! I watched TWILIGHT today with my mom, Aunty Lori (maid), my three bros, and Emily and Tash, and it was sooo awesomeeee! It was at 11:30AM, so we got some candy and stuff to eat first, then we went into the cinema.

We were super excited and kept whispering and stuff. Tash and I were sitting on the edge of our seats and leaning forward. Emily suddenly, without any warning, grabbed my neck and hugged me during the movie -- twice (P.S. I was sitting between Tash and Emily). Lol.

TWILIGHT IS SOOO NICE! If only they'd put more money into the special effects though, because when Edward jumps it looks a bit fake... but other than that, it's nice. And Edward (Robert Pattinson) and Jacob Black (Taylor Lautner) are sooo hot!

But I still like Bill the most, I think, coz I don't know how the other two act and stuff.

Sorry, gotta go now coz my mom is pestering me to go to sleep. It's 12:17AM now. I'll edit this post tmr.

29 November 2008

11:24 AM

Jacob wore a wig in the movie, but he IS supposed to have long hair, so... Well, he looks better without the wig, but who cares? And no wonder he looks so familiar! He was in Sharkboy and Lavagirl! He's so good-looking ^^.

Anyway, I had to go to the bathroom during the movie, and Emily was obliged to go with me because I had went with her to the bathroom earlier when she had to go. We ran the whole way so as not to waste any time, and when we went back to the cinema I ran up the steps to our seats and waited for her. Then I saw her way at the bottom of the steps, slowly coming up, gripping the seats and staring at the screen.

So I looked up at the screen. Just in time. It was Bella and Edward's kissing scene (!!!), in her room! Emily finally reached our seats and I had to walk in front of 2 people (one random lady and Tash) to get to my seat, but I kept my eyes on the screen the whole time. Just as they were about to kiss, Edward suddenly sprang back. There was something weird about the scene, but I thought it was just me.

Later, at evening, I found out what the weird thing was. Saskia and I were SMSing and talking about Twilight. She started talking about the kiss scene and said that she thinks they cut it because first Bella and Edward were about to kiss, then Bella was sitting on the bed in her underwear. I hadn't noticed that and was like, "O_O What? Really?"

So yeah, I just Googled that scene up just now, and I found out that Malaysia's Censorship Board cut that scene. =.='' Thank you sooooooo much, but whyyy?? And someone said it isn't even her underwear, it's just what she sleeps in. Geez! The video below is what other people in every probably other country except here saw during the kissing scene.

There you go. Well, whatever. So let me continue with my story...

It was a really nice movie and we really enjoyed it -- even my mom. Emily's dad came to get her after the movie, and Tash said she had to go, too, but I asked her to ask her mom if she could come with us for lunch. Her mom didn't let at first, but then my mom asked Tash to tell her mom that my mom would send her back because I had to go for piano classes near where Tash lived, later, anyway, so it'd be easier. Tash's mom gave in to that.

We ate Japanese food in the mall. Tash and I kept obsessing over Edward (or Robert Pattinson). Then we went to the CD shop near the restaurant. I wanted to get the Twilight soundtrack because I wanted Bella's Lullaby (click on the link or listen to the song in the video below), but my mom said I had to use my own money to buy it, but Tash said she'd get it for me as my belated birthday present.

So we bought the soundtrack, all excited, then I realized that the plastic cover that was supposed to cover the CD case was gone, and there was a scratch thing on the cover, so I went back to the clerk and asked if I could exchange it because of the plastic. Then he said he had to take off the plastic coz there's a censor in the CD, and he started to put another plastic on the CD. But I said, "Can I get another CD anyway? Because that one has a scratch on it." He said okay, so I randomly took another one.

Then I went for piano class, and my mom sent Tash for a facial. Then the driver picked me up from my piano class, and my mom, I, and JiaHe and JiaWei (JiaQing went home) went to the dentist coz my bros had to go. Then the driver picked Tash up from her facial and sent her to where we were, then we ate dinner (vegetarian food). It was good. Then Tash went home.

I went home and opened the CD, and was very very very very very x one hundred million billion gazillion bajillion septillion octillion disappointed and UPSET to find out that... You know that thing that sticks out from the hole in the middle of the CD to keep the CD from falling out? Yeah, that thing was gone. D=< I mean, most of it was gone, so the CD will fall out easily now, so I must be very careful.

Whatever idiot caused this horrible thing, I hate him/her. He/she/IT just had to go and DESTROY MY HAPPINESS and TRAMPLE IT UNDER ITS FUNGUS-INFECTED FEET and CRUSH IT INTO A MILLION PIECES! What a loser!!!!! D=< So stupid, right? I was SO upset.

I listened to Bella's Lullaby then, and it was so beautiful. Kind of sad, but also sweet and well, kind of happy, but not really, at the same time. I'm trying to play it on the piano. I kept listening to it in my room (I put the song into my phone), and it made me feel so melancholy and calm, and I didn't really like feeling like that because I feel so weird.

I heard they're gonna make a New Moon movie. Yayyay, more Jacob! Haha. And also, the official name for Twilight fans is now...

Twilighters!

Yayyy!

Easy Money and Loserific Brothers

2008-11-15T10:41:00.003+08:00

Happy belated birthday to Megan (her birthday was yesterday)!

Yesterday we celebrated the last day of school (although next week we still have school, but it's Party Day next Friday so they say it doesn't count as school), so we played this game at chapel instead of listening to someone preach.

After school I went for my piano class, the two guys who also worked there were torturing this fly. Guy 1 spotted a fly and used that thing that looks like an electrical badminton racket to trap the fly, but it didnt die, so Guy 2 came and impaled the fly with a needle and it died. Then they put it on the table to play with it some more and poke it with the needle and stuff.

Then they opened the door of the piano room me and my teacher were in and told us the fly was GIVING BIRTH (!!!), so of course we rushed out to see. And -- this is really disgusting -- the fly was lying dead on the table, and little white larvae were coming out of its butt!!!!!

OMG!!! I can't see this sort of stuff so I turned around and went back into the room. Those guys are truly disgusting. They're worse than my brothers, who stuck staples through a cricket. It makes me think, Well, your brothers are really annoying and gross sometimes, but at least they don't play with flies and their stupid babies. Then my teacher, Ms. Shirley, said in Cantonese, "Clean it up!" Guy 2 stared at the stupid useless larvae and squashed them with his finger. Ms. Shirley kinda shouted a bit and asked him to wash his hands.

Guys are really weird creatures. So disgustingly weird. Except some (like Bill XD).

Anyway... Today I woke up and went over to the fridge to look for some food. Then my dad came and [playfully] kinda bumped me out of the way with his elbow. So I bumped him hard with my shoulder also, but he didn't move. Then he said, "If you can budge me, I'll give you fifty dollars." P.S. When we say "dollars" we really mean RM (Ringgit Malaysia).

So I was like, "Budge you? Okay." So he just stood there trying to root his feet into the floor. I went back a little and then ran and rammed my shoulder into his arm, and...

And DARN, he didn't move.

Just kidding.

He did move, actually. One foot lifted off the ground and he tipped sideways. He was like, "Aiya!" and was looking at me all surprised while I was smugly and triumphantly looking back and holding my hand out for the easy money. So he fished an RM50 note out of his wallet and gave it to me. Wahahaha!

Oh, and UPSR is over for the 12-year-olds, and my cousin says that UPSR is easy money for most people because it's not hard, but people's parents give them money anyway if they get A's.

The school holidays have started for my brothers' and cousins' schools, but not for mine. But because we are allowed to play 2 hours of the computer if it's a holiday/school holiday, they can use the computer everyday now, I think. And because they're allowed to, it's not fair if I don't get to play, so I'm allowed also. Yay!

And BAD NEWS: tokiohotelchannel will not be taking a short break so there will be no more new episodes of Tokio Hotel TV until next year. Or either the last episode is next week. But I want my Tokio Hotel TV!! Sob.

GOOD NEWS: I got my Zimmer 584 DVD (deluxe version) already! It came in on Wednesday, and my dad took the envelope out that night and was like, "And what's this?" Although I think he very well knew. So I took it and went to my parents' closet place, where they put all their clothes and where the mirror and drawers are and stuff, and opened the envelope. True enough, it was the DVD, but it was at night so I did this sort of "silent screaming" and jumping around and stuff.

9:20 PM

I am back (for about 2 months, ballet on Saturday from 4:30 - 7:30 PM). My loser cousin Chen Chen is here. :( I found out in the car today that Jia Qing and Chen Chen used my laptop, so I called them and shouted at them and demanded why they TOUCHED my laptop and whether they typed anything to people on my MSN, because I have warned them so many times not to touch my laptop.

But they are supreme idiots, so they obviously they didn't listen to me. Also they turned off my laptop (!!!). They are really despicable/horrible/terrible/vegetable. I wonder what horrible thing I did to deserve cousins and brothers like them. And Jia Qing and Jia Wei used my MSN yesterday to type something bad to my friends, and they are being punished for it. Jia Wei had to write "I won't do this again" 50 times (but he wrote "I won't do this a again" for some reason), and Jia Qing is writing "I won't do this again" 50 times.

Jia Qing is left-handed and he is using a green colored pencil to write it, and he cried just now. How very nice ^^! "My hand's so tired," he just said. My mom replied, "You still have to write it." Jia Qing said in a whiny voice like he's going to cry again (like anyone cares), "So tired!!"

LOSERS. They are such losers. Jia Qing looks quite cute writing, but deep inside (or not-so-deep inside), he is really just a little monster in disguise. Really. Why do you think my family called him the "Monster Baby" when he was a baby?

Hahaha, why do you guys like my brothers? You're so clueless, but I guess I can't blame you because they don't look bad but they are. You couldn't survive 1 day with them.

Let's move on to a much better subject...

Bill is soooo cute! He is the most adorable-acting teenager I have ever seen. He acts so cute. He's so hyper. He's soooooo hot. He's so pretty. He's so cute. He's so sweet. He doesn't try to act "macho". He looks so different from the celebrities I usually like. And he's so beauuutiful too!!

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww, why is Bill is so cute? He's so cute. Abigail is like the only girl in school who agrees he looks hot (others think he'd look hot if he was a girl). When Paul Mae (or someone) said, "Abigail, do you think this is a girl or boy?", Abigail replied, "He's obviously a guy. He's hottt." But I showed her his picture before, so she knows. But even when I showed her the first time, she knew, and she agreed he was hot.

Tash thinks Bill is cute, and his eyes are mesmerizing. She likes him as a friendly way, though, which is good. Bill is the first guy whose eyes I really noticed. His eyes are just so beautiful, and so mesmerizing and wow.

BILL IS SO CUTE!!!!!!

Brotherly Love - In die Nacht

2008-11-06T22:19:00.004+08:00

Yesterday:

No one is reading my blog now that I'm updating sooo much! :( Oh well. Anywayyy, Emily and I had so much fun today after school. We were walking to the bathroom with me in front of her and her a few steps behind. I was just innocently walking, you know, minding my own business and such, when suddenly a tiny plastic bottle flew past my shoulder and hit the wall near me.

Well, obviously it had to be Emily because she had my soap bottle (I bring my own soap to school because I heard that they use dishwasher for the soap, and whatever it is they use, it makes my hands dry). So I just picked it up and was like, "What was that for?" And she just started laughing and said, "I was trying to hit you."

Tsk, tsk... How barbaric. I'm a pacifist. I don't believe in violence.

So anyway, we just continued walking down the narrow corridor on the way to the bathroom when I took my soap bottle and hit her on the head with it. She went, "Owww!" then she whacked my butt!! That HURT. Really. So I whacked HER behind, too. Then we finally got to the bathroom, with me acting all cautious and everything. And while I was washing my hands she whacked my jeans (why, I don't know) with her wet hands, so I whacked her back with my soapy hands. Hahaha. Revenge is sweet. Err... just playing, of course.

Today:

Remember I told you that I got my lip treatment thingy on one of my Bill Kaulitz posters? Yeah, I just wanted to tell you that it is all gone now (I think). Thank You, God! See? He really does answer prayers. And owww... for some weird reason my spine hurts. Err, I mean one part of my spine. I think. I don't know where my spine stops, but anyway some bone in my butt hurts.

Oh yes, the latest episode of Tokio Hotel TV is out! Here is the video (Tokio Hotel TV [Episode 51]: Summer Feeling at the Pool!). I'm not sure if you'll be able to watch it because it is not available in some countries, but I subscribed to tokiohotelchannel so I can watch it once. If you can't watch it, you can always go look for the video uploaded by other people, but sadly those won't be in high quality like the original Tokio Hotel TV episodes.

Tom and Bill used to make out with girls they barely knew in the swimming pool. O_O Wow.

Well, whatever. I wonder if Bill's a virgin though? Why does he keep it a secret?

Omg. I'm listening to In die Nacht (Into the Night) by Tokio Hotel right now. It's so sweet! Bill is the most talented, affectionate songwriter in the whole world. His songs have got such beautiful lyrics! Omg. In die Nacht is a beautiful, beautiful song. It actually made me cry a bit. In die Nacht sounds like a love song, but would you believe, Bill wrote it for Tom? That is just the sweetest thing ever, brotherly love, especially one as strong as Bill and Tom's. It's so sweet, it just makes you melt. Bill even said that he and Tom were soulmates! Awww, that's so beautiful. Doesn't it want to make you cry? He's so sensitive. Awwww... I want a husband like that when I grow up. Because, you know, some guys try to act all macho and stuff, and Bill's so different.

So WATCH THE VIDEOS!! If you don't feel like it, I'm going to tell you what Bill says at the beginning of the video, before he starts singing. It's bound to get you interested. (By the way, it's not twincest or anything, it's brotherly love, brotherly love!) Does Tom have any idea how lucky he is to have a twin brother like Bill

"Now it's just Tom and me on stage, because this song is about us. About our relationship to each other. What we've got is pretty rare, I think. We're probably going to spend the rest of our lives together. We'll never part. Tom and I are going to go off together, into the night."

Tokio Hotel Zimmer 483 Live DVD - In die Nacht

Tokio Hotel In die Nacht English Translation

Bill is the most perfect, the most beautiful boy in the world, inside and out. Seriously. Tom couldn't ask for a better brother than Bill.

I ate dinner just now at 6-something or about 7 PM, and I mentioned the song in front of my dad and brother (my grandparents didn't understand so they don't count).

What a mistake.

Jia He: My song is better. I made a song called "Jia Wei is a Fool, He Thinks He's So Cool".

Dad: Ya lor, it's so beautiful.

Me: That's not beautiful.

Dad: Jia He is better than your Bill Kaulitz (he pronounced it as koh-lits).

Me: Kaulitz.

Dad: What? Koh-lits?

Me: Kaulitz!!

Jia He: Like, you know the cow's eyelids...?

Me: NO! It's German, that's why.

Later...

Me: Why can't I have a brother like Bill?

Dad: Aiyo, your 3 brothers are better than Bill.

Jia He: Ya.

Me: No, Bill is better than all three of them.

Later...
Jia He: *smiles weirdly into the air*
Me: You're making up a horrible song about me, aren't you?
Jia He: No. I'm making up a song. It goes like, "I like to drink tea but I want to pee."

Even later...
Jia He: "A cup is a stup. Hahahaha." (or something weird like that)

You see why I love Bill's sensitivity?? Do you SEE? Bill doesn't make songs about tea and cups and stups, whatever that is.

I think... Bill is the most amazing boy in the world. Ever. Better than Peter Pan.

Oh, I love him, I love him.

Today in school:

Saskia: Oh yeah, my mom (Miss Emel) saw Tokio Hotel in Galaxie, and she says Bill looks like a freak.

Me: What? He's not a freak!

Saskia: Well, she says he is, and she says, "I don't know what Jiayu sees in him."

Me: Well, Bill is so cute...

Saskia: And she said that you look like him.

Me: ... I look like a freak?

Saskia: No, I mean, if you wear all the makeup, and the hair, you would look like him.

Me: Why do people keep harrassing Bill?

Saskia: Lol. Harrassing?

Well, that's very nice, but I WISH!! Bill is soooo beautiful, I could only dream of being as drop-dead gorgeous as him. And my horrible nose pretty much ruins it all anyway. Oh, why can't I have a deviated septum?? Anyway, here's a video by BillFake, a girl who looks like Bill, doing her hair like him. In one video of hers, she was wearing sunglasses and typical Bill clothes and accessories, and she really looked like him in the video! The same nose and face shape and everything. Omg. Lucky herrr...

I want to do my hair like Bill, but's it's too long even though it's not really long. And I want to wear his makeup too. Just to see how I'd look. I wish I could go for a makeover to look like him, same hair and makeup and clothes and all, and I could bring Saskia and she could be made-up to look like Tom, with temporary dreadlocks if there is such a thing, and oversized T-shirts and baggy jeans that are 10 sizes too big. She won't need makeup, though, because Tom doesn't wear makeup. It would be soooo fun.

Oh, and I learned 3 more German swear words/insults. Haha. I found them in a book when I went to MPH yesterday, and I wanted to know what they meant, so I looked them up. I don't know why I'm tellinig you this, but whatever.

Anyway, the MTV EMA 2008 is tomorrow on MTV (channel 713 Astro), at 9 PM! Just a reminder. Don't miss it! Tokio Hotel will be in it, hahahahaha! YES! I can't wait! I shall celebrate my birthday with myself tomorrow while watching the EMA... And my mom is coming back tomorrow, from Hong Kong.

Well, guten nacht!

It Stinks!

2008-11-03T21:59:00.001+08:00

=.='' Sigh... Okay, so I'm not going to Pangkor Island anymore. Because of the rescheduling to go on Wed to Fri instead of Fri to Sun (because it was fully-booked this weekend), Yu Wen can't go because she has to go to school to practice for a concert or performance or something, and if she doesn't go her teacher will scold her, so she cried and told her mom she didn't want to go to Pangkor. Well, she couldn't.

So if Yu Wen doesn't go, I have no reason to go because only Shi Wei and Tuan Tuan (other guy cousin; Shi Hao is maybe going) are going, so I'll be the only girl and it'll be so boring. Stinks, eh? Ugh. Well... I'll look on the bright side.

At least I don't have to wax anymore. I'm not sure if I know how to wax because my mom usually does it for me, but I was going to try today but then I got the phone call from my aunt, so... yeah.

At least I can watch the premiere of the MTV EMAs on Friday.

I'm blogging sooo much now. Oh, and I've noticed that Spleak doesn't reply when I try to talk to her/it on MSN, and her display name is just spleak@hotmail.com now. So I went to look on Google, and apparently she shut down. WHY?! I got sooo much celeb gossip from her! Look, even her blog is shut down! HER BLOG is how I discovered the Kaulitz twins, and therefore Tokio Hotel. That's how I found out about them - her blog!! Why? Why did she shut down? I loved her blog!

Grr... D=< That's so horrible. Her blog was really cool and interesting, especially CelebSpleak's.

Oh well. I am going to look up stuff about Bill Kaulitz now. Ooo, how stalker-esque. Just kidding. Byeee!

2008 MTV Europe Music Awards

2008-11-03T16:09:00.004+08:00

Hey, this is the schedule for the MTV EMAs for those of you who want to watch it:

Premiere

Friday, Nov 7 @ 9pm (MY), 8pm (SG)

Repeat

Saturday, Nov 8 @ 4pm (MY), 3pm (SG)

Monday, Nov 10 @ 6pm (MY), 5pm (SG)

Wednesday, Nov 12 @ 3pm (MY), 2pm (SG)

Friday, Nov 14 @ 10pm (MY), 9pm (SG)

Saturday, Nov 29 @ 2pm (MY), 1pm (SG)

Sunday, Nov 30 @ 9pm (MY), 8pm (SG)

(P.S. Tokio Hotel are nominated for "Best Act Ever" and "Headliner", and they are one of the presenters! Woohoo!!)

And for those of you who watch MTV TRL (Total Request Live) and were wondering where it disappeared off to because it used to be from 5-6 PM on MTV, channel 713 on Astro, every Monday to Thursday... Well, I was wondering too, then I found out that the schedule has been changed to 11 AM on Monday to Thursday.

And I just had to go, "OMG WHY?!?!?!?!?!" Because I will be at SCHOOL at 11 AM, which means I will not be able to watch it, which means that if Tokio Hotel goes on I wouldn't know. Geeeeeeeeez!!!!!!!! Whose brilliant idea was it to change the schedule anyway? That sucks!

Oh, and I have decided to go to Pangkor because there are repeats of MTV EMAs. So now I have to try to wax myself... myself. So scary. What if all the wax sticks to my legs? Oh well. Hold on, my dad's calling...

Change of plans. We (me and my cousins) are going to Pangkor on Wednesday to Friday! Which means I can maybe - MAYBE - watch the premiere of the MTV EMAs! Wheeee! I hope we come back at like 8 PM, or before 8 PM. I cannot WAIT to watch Tokio Hotel on TV!!

P.S. I have my 3 copies of Galaxie Nov 1-15 issue! They have Tokio Hotel's lyrics to Monsoon in there. Yay!

P.P.S. On some people's blogs they write "tuning in - [song name]" at the end of their posts, so I think I'll do it too. Um okay. Tuning in to... Gegen Meinen Willen and Wir Sterben Niemals Aus by Tokio Hotel, and Everybody's Fool by Evanescence.

Say Hello to Our Very Own Sleeping Beauty

2008-11-02T16:25:00.008+08:00

Omg, did you know that in America they have these bubblegum candy cigarettes? You can even blow smoke out of it. It's so cool, I want one! If I had one, I'd go to school and stand right in front of the teachers and blow on it to see what they say. Hahaha, it'd be so funny, they'd be super shocked before they realize that it's candy. I really want now! And now for some pictureeeees! Captions below.

All the small candies (except the Tootsie Rolls, which I bought from Party World) are some of the American candy (I looooove American candy) that Shi Hao and his mom brought back from the USA that Yu Wen gave me to try. The Twizzlers Rainbow Twists Family Bag are from my uncle for my brothers (but I eat them too).

This is my hand and the bag of Twizzlers so you know how big it is.

My Tokio Hotel CDs (Zimmer 483, Schrei, and Scream)! There's still one more than I don't have, called Schrei (So Laut Du Kannst). It's like a re-recording of some of the songs from Schrei because when Bill Kaulitz hit puberty his voice changed, so yeah.

My Tokio Hotel Scream poster. Yay! Sorry, I forgot to rotate this picture because I just can't be bothered.

And now for our little Sleeping Beauty (a.k.a. Saskia):

Either me or Emily, I can't remember, holding my pink feather quill on top of Saskia's head. Um. If you're wondering what that pink thing on Saskia's head is, it's underwear. LOL.

Emily dangling the underwear above Sas' head. It's really blurry though.

Note to Saskia: Don't get too mad when you see this! I mean, you did record me snoring, and I sounded like a stupid cow. Really, it sounded like a really low, kind of scary "mooooooooo..."

Oh yes and Emily has a video of her 2- or 3-year-old brother dancing to Scream. That's quite funny (I haven't watched it yet) but I've seen a little kid singing to Scream on YouTube. It was so cute. I can't find it anymore because I forgot the link and title of the video and, um... ya.

Siiiiigh... I am so bored! Why is my life so boring? I don't really like everyday life, you just repeat the same routine every single day and it's so boring. If I had to be a guy I'd choose to be Bill Kaulitz, because he's really hot and everything, and his life isn't boring because he travels so much with the band to do concerts and all that.

Oh, but he swears.

Did you know that in Germany they don't censor bad words on TV? You can just say the f-word on TV and they won't censor it or anything.

Oh my gooooosh, Bill is SO hot. Why are some people so beautiful? It's so unfair.

Hmm... My mom went to Hong Kong today with her mom and whoever. She's coming back next Friday (Nov 7).

Oh yeah! The MTV Europe Music Awards 2008 are on my BIRTHDAY! Well, I mean it's showing on TV on November 7, but it's really on November the 6th in Liverpool. But it's cool anyway. Tokio Hotel were nominated for Best Act Ever and Headliner! I really want them to win!! They've won sooo many awards already. You can go to Wikipedia and look them up and get a list of their awards and stuff.

MTV Europe Music Awards 2008 hosted by Katy Perry
Channel: MTV, channel 713 on Astro

Time and Date: November 7, Friday, 9 PM

Repeat: November 8, Saturday, 2 PM

So yeah, make sure you don't miss it!

Hosted by Katy Perry! That's so cool. She's this dark-haired girl who always dresses like an 80's pin-up poster (well, I think it's the 80's), with her hotpants and red lipstick and stuff, and she sang this really addictive song called I Kissed a Girl. I'm sure you've heard it. Anyway, I am sooo proud of Tokio Hotel. It's so hard for foreigners to be famous in America but they've done it! And they have fans in Europe and in places like London and Russia and even Greece, too!

Hahahaha! I love Tokio Hotel.

Shi Wei and his family invited my family to go with them to Pangkor Island next Friday for 3 days, I think. I'm not sure, but it's probably 3 days. But my brothers can't go because they're busy and are going to have performances or something, so it'll be only me. Now I'm not sure if I want to go because: a) I'll have to wax because it's an island, and therefore we are going to the beach, and b) the MTV EMAs are on that day so I won't be able to watch it and I want to be there when Tokio Hotel win (yes, I say when because I'm sure they're going to win at least one category because they rock), and c) I'll be all alone (my cousin's family doesn't count), and d) I just don't know.

Oh no, I have to let my dad know by today if I want to go or not because he has to tell Shi Wei and whoever to get the hotel tickets, I think, or something.

Maybe I won't go. I really want to watch the EMAs and I've been to Pangkor Island before. But I think they might go fishing. That's what Jia He says. They'll go far out into the ocean/sea to fish. I don't fish because I have not enough patience to just sit in silence so as not to scare away the fish and hold a rod until my arms drop off, but the "far out into the ocean" thing is making me think twice, because it'd be so cool to be surrounded by water as far as the eye can see, right?

Or maybe they're not going to go that far, but whatever. Since yesterday's uber long post I blog so much.

Urghhh... I'm getting that stupid idiotic useless "life is meaningless, I have no purpose" feeling again because I am JUST - SO - BORED!! I think I'll go now and do something else.

Hey, my brothers are gone. I think they went to our cousin Shi Ying's (she's back from the UK!) house. I can just walk there. Her brother has a lot of Archiecomics... No wait, I think I hear my brother's voice. Maybe they're watching TV. Oh well.

Oh, and TOKIO HOTEL ARE FINALLY IN GALAXIE (A MALAYSIAN MAGAZINE THAT ONLY COSTS RM3)!!!!!!! Omg!! There are more TH fans in Malaysia now because now Galaxie keeps putting feedback from TH fans in their magazine (my feedback came out in the Oct 16-31 issue, but there was no reply, unfortunately). There's feedback from a TH fan in this issue too, and there's a Tokio Hotel song paper thing or something, I think, in the Nov 1-15/16 issue, Bryant Sum told me on Friday, because he gets free Galaxie mags two days earlier coz his dad's job involves Galaxie. Sarah See called me today to tell me again, and she was going to buy it so I asked her to help buy 3 copies for me and 1 for Emily.

Because I think, you know, if TH is in it, I should get at least 3 copies. I could tear TH out of one so I can stick it up, keep the 2nd one in the magazine, and use the 3rd one for something else. Or maybe keep it in the magazine also in case I need or want in someday.

HAHAHA! Galaxie has been getting more and more people requesting for TH, and now they have finally LISTENED to us TH fans! Well, it's about time! Geez.

Well, so yes, I am going to go now because I feel really useless right now. I have the "I am just going to sit here and blog everyday for the rest of my life, which will be totally useless and meaningless and my life will be so super uninteresting and incredibly boring" feeling.

Seriously, what in the world is WRONG with me?? At least Bill and Tom knew when they were young what they were going to be when they were older!

P.S. Saskia put the feather quill on my head when I was sleeping and took a picture, and I didn't wake up!

P.P.S. Bill is the most beautiful boy I have ever seen in my life.

P.P.P.S. Hmm... I think I'll go now because I keep saying that I'll go, but then I just keep on typing and typing and typing...

P.P.P.P.S. I don't know if I want to go to Pangkor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P.P.P.P.P.S. Ugh. I did it again. I'll go now. Really. Bye!

P.P.P.P.P.P.S. Why do I always have problems with the blockquotes????

Hey, Who Thinks I'm Crazy?

2008-11-01T16:09:00.013+08:00

I'm sorry but I'm just very lazy to update my blog because since I discovered Tokio Hotel, I have so much more things to do online, like look for TH pictures, watch their videos... You know, stuff like that. So yes. I'm sorry. Eww there was a mosquito on my arm so I killed it. But there was no blood. Good!

Anyway, I will post about several things today because I haven't blogged in so long. Oh yes, and I forgot to write this because it happened so long ago, but Miss Emel left :( GRC and went to Brickfields College or something to teach there instead. Awwww!! So sad. So now Miss Abby is my teacher. Emily and I gave Miss Emel some presents for her birthday because we didn't get her anything for her farewell. Oh well. Here is the sort of table of contents for this long long loooooooong post:

I. L.O.U.D.

I. Sleepover with Emily and Saskia Last Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday (Oct 19-21)

II. Tokio Hotel Stuff That I Have and My Uncle Who Lives in America

III. Why I Have 2 Zimmer 483 DVDs

IV. Thursday (Oct 30) - Chat With Tokio Hotel Online

V. Yet Another Item on eBay That I Wanted to Bid For

VI. Tokio Hotel's Upcoming DVD and Album

I. L.O.U.D.

Omg, LOUD was so fun! A lot of people from school came. It was really cool there, and I bought some bubble tea, but sadly, it wasn't as sweet as I would've liked. There were some bands who performed at first in the crowded empty place in church that I always thought was for the cars to drive through or something (but there are no cars there), but they call it the Sports Centre. It was really crowded there. Mo (a nickname for Emily that I made up, short for Em-Moley) and Sas and I lined up to get our hair sprayed. I got a goldish-orangey-bronzey star sprayed on my hair, and Mo and Sas got a streak on their hair. Then we didn't no what to do so we hung out outside the Sports Centre (there is nothing to separate it from the outside) with some other people from school.

PaulMae was there too, so she and I talked with each other while Sas and Mo wandered off somewhere, I don't know where. I couldn't find them, but I did find this room in church that is connected to the Sports Centre. The door was open and there were people going inside, and it was air-conditioned! So PaulMae and I went in. It was the place where people were playing or watching people play with the Nintendo Wii or dancing on the dance mat thing. There were chairs all lined up to form a sort of fence from the Dancing Place and the walkway and the Wii Place, so PaulMae and I sat on the chairs and played Cooking Mama 2 on my pretty silver Nintendo DS.

It was sooo funnnn, and we talked and talked and talked about lots of stuff. She and I used to be real close when we were both in the Other Side (other class) in the beginning of this year and/or last year. We used to pass notes a lot since we were sitting right beside each other and could just slip the notes under the divider, and we had imaginary pets and celebrated our imaginary pets' birthdays and/or funerals and stuff. We also pretended to be other people who had imaginary stuff, like how I was a princess with a name starting with A (can't remember) who had an evil sister named Evanna. It was soooo fun talking to her a lot again at LOUD!

So anyway, then these people came in and starting telling everyone to go upstairs because LOUD was starting, so we all went into the big auditorium, and we had these long balloon things that made a sound like plastic garbage lids being hit when we hit the balloon things together. We saw Em and Sas outside the auditorium and they gave 2 to me and Paul Mae because they had 2 each. Then in the auditorium there were awesome performances and stuff, and it was so much fun. But while 1 AM (a Christian band) were playing, we went to the bathroom, and then Saskia and Mo and I stayed outside for a while at the church cafe (they have wifi there!) coz it was really loud in the auditorium, then we went back in.

When LOUD ended, we heard some popping noises in the auditorium. Some people were jumping on and bursting the balloon things coz they were all over the room. So Mo and I followed suit while Saskia watched, and we had SO MUCH FUN, like oh my freaking gosh!!!!! I just love jumping on those balloon things, don't you? I mean, if they were ordinary, thin rubbery balloons I wouldn't dare, but those were different. Mo and I were just running all over the place looking for balloons to jump on. Gahahahahaha, we were super duper hyper then. Wheeeee ~

Then we went out to the girl's toilets because the auditorium was closing. But when I opened one of the stalls, I saw a very filled balloon thing behind the toilet bowl on the little thing that acted like a table where you can put your phone or whatever while you pee. So I was like, "Omg, I found another balloon!" to Saskia and Mo. So I was trying to decide where to pop it because I just couldn't resist, but I couldn't pop it in the toilet. So Sas and Mo and I went outside the toilets into this hall thing outside the auditorium where there were lots of people just standing around and chatting or waiting for their parents. But the people were like 15 meters away or something, so I put the balloon on the ground while no one was watching (I think), and then I jumped on it.

Omg, because of the hall thing, the sound was SO LOUD. It went like, BANG! or something. So I quickly threw the burst balloon thing into the dustbin and shooed Saskia and Mo back into the bathroom before anyone saw that I did it. But people still did see me. Oh well! It was really fun anyway. So my driver picked us up one hour later because he had to pick Jia He up from a party first. While waiting, Em and Saskia and I just sat at the cafe and chatted, and I played with my DS. And LOUD started at 5:30 PM and ended at 9 PM, so we had all forgotten to eat our dinners, so Em and I were quite hungry. Luckily there was some food that was supposed to be for the parents, but they gave it to us because there was a lot left. Wheee.

And in the car, since Em and Sas and I were so hyper, we sat in the car and listened to Tokio Hotel and sang along to their songs, even though my brother Jia He and the driver were in the car. But they're used to these things.

I. Sleepover with Emily and Saskia Last Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday (Oct 19-21)

Omg, this is taking so long. I'll be blogging for EVER. Anyway, you guys, it was super duper fun! They slept over for 2 nights and 3 days, and since we all go to the same school we went to school together on Tuesday. They followed me home after LOUD, which was also super duper fun (I love my church, it's fun [sometimes]!) We slept in my room, and my mom had a mattress moved into my room for us. Mo and I slept on the bed while Sas slept on the mattress. Saskia slept definitely earlier than Emily and I, who slept at about 4 AM. We were just too... not tired.

We watched Horton Hears a Who with my bros in the AV room, while sitting on beanbags. It was sooo funny, especially the cute but retarded creature Katie. You know, the one who said...

"In my world, everyone's a pony. And they all eat rainbows and poop butterflies!" *smile*

I kept playing the Katie parts over and over again because it was so funny, and Sas and I were laughing so hard until my stomach hurt. Saskia laughed 'til she cried. Then at night, while Saskia was sleeping, Emily and I pretended to be playing Taiko no Tatsujin DS on my DS but we were actually trying to take pics of Saskia sleeping, and we got a pic of me dangling pink panties (I don't know who they belong to but they're not mine; maybe YuWen's?) on top of Sleeping Beauty (a.k.a. Saskia)'s head.

Saskia found out because she checked Emily's phone, and she woke up while we were doing it but we always hid the phones when she did. The next day, on Monday, there was no school coz of Deepavali, so we went SWIMMING in the morning! It was fun. We played Marco Polo in the kiddy pool and catching in the big pool. We discovered that you can see someone else's pool through the fence and the plants, and their pool is green and disgusting, like there's algae in it.

EWWWW!

Then we went to watch High School Musical 3: Senior Year at Mid Valley with Aunty Lori (one of the maids). I liked the singing and dancing parts because the costumes and props are so much nicer, but the storyline is just okay. Then we ate dinner with Aurelia and her family who were also at Mid Valley. Then we went to the bookstore and bought some stuff, and my mom picked us up.

At night, Emily and I did the same thing (this time, we slept at 5 AM) while Saskia was sleeping. We dangled panties above her head, and used my pink feather quill pen from London to tickle her, and took pics of her while she was sleeping, this time with my camera. But then for one pic I turned on the flash, and it woke her up and she was like, "Aiyo, stupid la, scheisse! What retarded things are you two doing now?!" Gahahaha, it was so fun.

Oh yes, and Saskia recorded me snoring. My snoring that night was so scary! It sounded like a COW!! In the second recording, I was just breathing normally but you could hear that I had a blocked nose.

I'll post the pictures of Sleeping Beauty ASAP, okay? But not now because I have to find the transferring thing first.

III. List of Tokio Hotel Stuff That I Have and My Uncle Who Lives in America

Shi Hao came back from America several days ago, and his mom passed to me the TH things that my Uncle in USA helped me buy. Here is a list of the Tokio Hotel things I have now. I emailed and asked my uncle in USA (I call him Si Che or however you spell it because it means "uncle" in some Chinese language and that's what I'm supposed to call him) how much the things he helped me buy cost so I could mail him the $$, but then he replied, "Don't worry about it. Early Christmas present for you." How nice is that? That is SO nice!

List of Tokio Hotel Stuff That I Have or Am Going to Have

1. French magazine (Stars Book No. 15 or something) with 12 Tokio Hotel posters from eBay

2. Scream album with 3 bonus songs + 2 TH postcards (1 is autographed) + TH sticker from eBay

3. Schrei album from Si Che

4. Zimmer 483 album from Si Che

5. Tokio Hotel Scream poster from Si Che

6. Red Tokio Hotel shirt from Si Che

7. Zimmer 483 DVD (standard or deluxe, I don't know) from Si Che - haven't received yet

8. Zimmer 483 DVD Deluxe Limited Edition from eBay - just bought

9. 19 Tokio Hotel posters + CD with 1,200 TH pictures + TH t-shirt from eBay - just bought

IV. Why I Have 2 Zimmer 483 DVDs

I should explain why I have 2 Zimmer 483 DVDs. Well, you see, I bought Zimmer 483 DVD deluxe on eBay 2 days ago, and paid for it yesterday. There are 2 versions of the Zimmer 483 DVD - standard and deluxe.

Standard version contains:

1. Concert on DVD (93 min.)

2. 483 European Tour Documentary (46 min.)

3. 8-page booklet

Deluxe version contains:

1. Concert on DVD (93 min.)

2. European Tour Documentary (46 min.)

3. Zimmer 483 - Live in Europe CD which contains 18 live songs from concert in Oberhausen (78 min.)

4. 20-page booklet

At first I was trying to decide which one to get because there was about an RM80 difference between the 2 versions on eBay, so I called Sarah See (because she has 2 celeb crushes, so she knows how I feel), but she didn't answer so I called Emily, and Emily said if she were me she'd get the deluxe one coz she knows she'll regret if she got the standard one, so it made me really happy she said that so I knew which one to get, and it confirmed that I should get the deluxe version coz I wanted it. Then later Sarah called so I asked her, and she said she'd get the deluxe version.

So I bought it and paid for the deluxe version. Then I read my email and found that I got this email from Si Che saying that the Zimmer 483 DVD just arrived, and what my house address was so he could send it over. I was like, OMG!!!!!! because I didn't know he'd bought it for me already, so I emailed him back asking which version it was and that I got it already. Then I prayed before I went to sleep that he got the standard one coz if he got the deluxe one, and I got it for probably more money than he got it, I'd feel so bad. I got a reply today. He doesn't know which version it is, but he says there are 2 DVDs so I think it's the standard one, coz the deluxe has 2 DVDs and a CD.

Thank you God, if he got the standard one. And Si Che also said that I could maybe sell it to my friend or something. Unfortunately none of my friends love Tokio Hotel like I do, except Saskia, who only loves Tom and not the whole band. But I'll find a use for it, don't worry. Anyway, like I said, my uncle is so nice.

On Thursday there was a thing on http://www.zzone.z100.com/. We could chat with Tokio Hotel online from at 3-4PM EST, and there's a 15-hour time diff between Eastern Standard Time and whatever time zone Malaysia is part of. So 3 PM EST on Thursday would be 6 AM on Friday here in Malaysia, so I told Emily about it and we both signed up so we could chat with them, then we both got up at 5 AM on Friday. In the end, we didn't get to chat with TH because we were too late. Turns out they were in New York, and in New York, 3 PM Thursday is 3 AM Friday here.

Quite a lot of other people left comments on TH's page saying they missed the chat thing, and some said they couldn't get in because it was too full or something. Emily was upset she missed her chance to chat with famous people. I was disappointed too, but I can't say TOO disappointed, because, call me a pessimist (on second thought, don't, because I'm not) but I told myself not to get too excited in case something went wrong, which it did, because things like this go wrong for me :).

V. Yet Another Item on eBay That I Wanted to Bid For

Okay, so you see, I discovered this item on eBay. Obviously, it has something to do with Tokio Hotel, just like all my previous eBay purchases. This girl was selling 19 Tokio Hotel posters + a CD with 1,200 TH pictures + a TH t-shirt (a.k.a. Other Item), and it was USD$19.99. My mom said the Zimmer 483 DVD and this thing would be my birthday and Christmas presents. But this morning while waiting at Jia He, Jia Wei, and Chen Chen's speech and drama (a.k.a. English lessons) class, I told her about it again and she was like, "What? This one has to be bidded for?'

You see, the Zimmer 483 DVD I bought was "Buy It Now", which means you don't have to bid for it. It has a fixed price and you just have to click "Buy It Now" and you're done. But this Other Item wasn't "Buy It Now", you had to actually bid for it, and the highest bidder would get it. So Mom cruelly said I couldn't get it anymore because it'd be so expensive, but then I started arguing with her and I told her I wouldn't get it if it was too expensive. So I asked her what the maximum bidding price was, and she said, "30 US dollars." So I was like, "Fine, that's enough."

So I went to church at 1:45 PM (church starts at 2). We were going to just hang out in church today, my cell leader had said, maybe go to McDonald's or something. I had brought my laptop with me because church is from 2-4 PM, and I thought the auction ended at 3. So I sat at the cafe and connected to the wireless there, and went to an auction stealer website, and entered the item number and my maximum amount (I put USD$40 as my max, even though my mom said only USD$30, but I decided if it exceeded USD$30, I'd pay for the rest myself). Then I found out that the auction ended at 4.

So I called Mom and told her. But that auction-ends-at-4 thing was a problem because I could only go home either after they ate lunch, which I thought would be at about 3 PM, or after Jia He's friend's party, at like 9 or something. 9 was impossible, so oh well. I went to where the rest of my cell group were and we just talked and ate cookies and Twisties. It was really nice. Dexter, this guy from cell group, is apparently very rich as he has houses in America, Australia, New Zealand, Egypt, and who knows where else, has a very nice life. There is an albino Eurasian girl in his class, and there is a scary vampire-like house that was lighted up by candlelight in his neighborhood with a scary widowed, gothic mother living in it with her quadruplets, and also an empty Victorian-style house that was over 60 years old that was rumored to be haunted.

Then Lydia, my cell group leader, told the other cell group leader, Gabriel, that she was going to America this year end. When she said that I just went and stared at her with this weird expression on my face. And Gabriel saw it.

Gabriel: Lol! Jiayu is staring at you [Lydia] like she's so angry now! (or something)

Lydia: *turns to look* Haha! You're mad at me because Tokio Hotel are touring in the US!

Me: No, I'm not mad at you, I'm just jealous!

Yes, yes, even my cell group leaders know I love Tokio Hotel, the German band (oh! Did you know they are the most successful/famous German band ever, I think I read somewhere? Because they are famous in America and it's hard for foreigners to be famous in America). My friends find it weird that I talk to even the maids about Tokio Hotel. But I'm like that. I'm quite a good promoter if I love a celebrity, actually. Don't you notice then when I love a celebrity I talk to everyone about him so my schoolmates and maids and whoever know them if they didn't know them before?

Then at about 3:20 PM or 3:25 PM I had to go, which was a bit unfortunate because I was really having a good time talking about albinos and vampirey people with them. In the car I was really crazy and I kept talking to my maid and my bros about Tokio Hotel and the auction and what I was going to do if I didn't reach there in time but I had an auction stealer anyway but I wanted to be there just in case when the auction ended and whatever. I also watched really funny videos by Fred (watch Fred Goes Swimming and Fred Goes to the Dentist and Fred Loses His Meds first! Really funny! The guy is cute too. He edited his vids so he'd have a chipmunk voice, since he's acting as a 6-year-old when actually he's 14 or 15) in the car.

When we reached home at 3:57 (3 more minutes!!!!!), I jumped out of the car with my laptop and ran inside the house. I had already called the maids to leave the gate open and turn on all the computer switches so I wouldn't waste any more time. Then I connected to my house's wireless and refreshed the page (my laptop was on stand by, not shut down), then I bidded until USD$25, but then they said I was outbid! My bros were around me and watching.

Then the auction ended, and there was a ding! as MSN Messenger informed me that I had received an email from eBay. Then the auction stealer. Then eBay again. So I clicked on it immediately and started screaming and jumping around because I thought I'd won the auction when I saw the first eBay one, then I noticed it said, "You are currently the highest bidder". Currently. Now that I think about it, my auction stealer did that, because I only bid twice and both were outbid. But at the time I didn't think of that, and thought, Maybe I didn't win? And so I went to check the one from auction stealer and the 2nd eBay one.

AND I HAD WON THE AUCTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Naturally I started screaming and jumping around again and dancing like a lunatic maniac insane person in the study room with my brothers. Then I went to the entrance of my house and yelled to Aunty Lori that I won the auction, and I started screaming and jumping again, and the workers (I don't know what they were here for. Maybe a house in my neighborhood needed renovating?) who were sitting on a piece of unleveled green land opposite of my house were just looking.

Oh, life is fabulous!! ... Well, sometimes, anyway.

Whee~!

VI. Tokio Hotel's Upcoming DVD and Album

YESSS!! Tokio Hotel is/are releasing a new DVD in December this year called Tokio Hotel: Caught on Camera!. Here is the article from Tokio Hotel's Official Homepage:

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NEW DVDS: TOKIO HOTEL TV - CAUGHT ON CAMERA!
Release Date: December 2008

DVD 1: History - The very best of Tokio Hotel TV!

From YouTube straight to your TV screen! Join Tokio Hotel on their couch and watch the very best of all the Tokio Hotel TV episodes! Bill, Tom, Gustav and Georg picked their favorite unforgettable moments of this past year and spiced them up with uncensored, never before seen footage! Exclusive band commentary adds a unique touch and reveals the guys´ most intimate thoughts! Come along with Tokio Hotel on an intense on-the-road documentary and find out everything that´s been going on in their incredible career! This is your chance to follow them on their amazing journey all over the world as if you were a fifth band member!

DVD 2: Future - The road to the new Album!

Tokio Hotel shares their future plans about their upcoming album in a private interview filmed solely for this DVD. Get a sneak peak of Bill recording vocals in the studio and watch as he reveals secrets about the new album. Find out how the boys prepared for their studio time in four brand new action packed Tokio Hotel TV episodes - exclusively reserved for this DVD! Watch an intense paintball match, Bill´s high-speed Go-Kart revenge and a dirty Quad race through the wild deserts of Nevada. Experience the band like never before and be part of the process when ideas turn into songs for the new and long anticipated Tokio Hotel studio album!

The new DVD will be available in the following three versions:

Version 1 - Standard:

DVD 1: History - The very best of Tokio Hotel TV

+ 8-page booklet

Version 2 - Deluxe:

DVD 1: History - The very best of Tokio Hotel TV

+ DVD 2: Future - The road to the new Album

+ exclusive poster

+ 24-page booklet with tons of new photos!

Version 3 - Limited Fan Package:

Deluxe Version
+ brand new and exclusive T-Shirt

Release Date: December 2008!!!!

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So I really want the limited fan package because it's so awesome, but it's going to be hard to get, and I probably have to get it on eBay again. If I can't get that I must at least get the deluxe version. I don't want the standard one because it's so lame compared to deluxe and the limited fan package. I mean, there's ONLY ONE DVD!!! Omg! I don't know which I'll be able to get, but what I know is that my parents will def not pay for this one, so I'll start saving up to pay for it. Also if I have not enough $$ I can ask them to pay for me, and I'll pay them back with next year's ang pau money. And they're also releasing their 3rd German album next year! Hopefully my parents will pay for that.

Oh ewwww, my skin feels so oily now. I must take a shower soon. I am trying to copy down the Spring Nicht piano solo I learned partly from a tutorial in YouTube and partly from listening to the song, but mostly the tutorial, so I don't forget (and also, Emily wants to play it). But I didn't follow the tutorial exactly because I changed some. I downloaded this sheet music maker called NoteWorthy Composer, but it's a 30-day free trial and I can only save my files up to 10 times! So if you know any free sheet music makers, tell me!

Although I know that NONE OF YOU WILL.

You guys really must learn to help. You can start by praying that my eBay items arrive safely and in perfect condition, and that they were exactly as described, and the sellers are honest people who will not scam me.

Bye!

P.S. I really hope I don't get over Tokio Hotel and Bill Kaulitz anytime soon because it would mean all that money I spent on their stuff would be wasted.

P.P.S. I really wish I had a black Tokio Hotel hoodie because the black Tokio Hotel hoodies I've seen are really nice. They just look so good, with the white logo at the back and everything. It looks uber cool... But they're all so EXPENSIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why??????????????

P.P.S. Omg, my butt feels numb now!

P.P.P.S. Today I found out Bill likes sour candy. And he doesn't like the chocolate in Kinder Surprise, he just likes the surprise. Well, I'm the opposite because I like the chocolate more than the surprise. Click here to watch Tokio Hotel's Backstage Halloween Candy Binge! Bill's face is so funny when he tried to Warheads (a type of American candy, apparently) and it was too sour!!

P.P.P.P.S. Bill looks totally gorgeous here (as usual, although it looks weird coz I made the image smaller so the pixels are all crammed or something so he looks funny; go here to see the original size where he is drop-dead gorgeous), omg. He's so beautiful I feel so sad when I look in the mirror. I think, Why is he so beautiful? It's so unfair. Oh, and that reminds me. This morning I looked in the mirror and noticed my jawline wasn't very straight, so I pulled up my cheek and after I did I realized that my jawline would be nice and straight if my cheeks weren't so chubby. But I don't know how to lose the fat in my cheeks while gaining weight in other parts of my body. I really want to lose that horrible, horrible, disgusting chubby cheek fats!! Omg =.=''. It's so sad. Any ideas, anyone?

P.P.P.P.P.S. Here is one of Fred's videos because I'm sure your eyes are tired from all that reading. Unless, of course, you didn't read any of this post and just scrolled down to watch the video.

Well, whatever. Ladies and gentlemen, presenting... Fred Goes Swimming!!!

Oh geez, CLAP, why don't you?

Anyone Have a Free Plane Ticket to Hamburg?

2008-10-24T17:50:00.001+08:00

OMG! Someone called hamida19 on YouTube says that she sees Tokio Hotel at least once a week because she lives in the city of Hamburg in Germany, and so do they! OH MY FREAKING GOSH!!!!! Does she have any idea how lucky she is???? But she says that "they are not so hot like Zac Efron". Puh-lease. It's Tokio Hotel!!!

I must go to Germany at once.

Life is so totally unfair.

Oh yes, and go to Spleak's blog and watch the HSM3 Bloopers. Really funny. Click here to watch.

Also, watch this video. Listen carefully, because Bill burps at 1:42 and Georg's reaction is really funny. And also, I have a question... Why are you guys so open about their bodies? They just go and touch each other's chests or pinch each other's nipples, just like that.

Omg, Georg and Gustav were so cute when they were young!! I will Bill and Tom were still 13 so we'd be the same age. Omg. And Mr. Prody talked about rock music today in chapel, so I'm wondering if it's okay to listen to Tokio Hotel and the Jonas Brothers...? Well, whatever.

OMGGGGGG... I looooooooove Tokio Hotel!!!!

Paedophile, Yuck

2008-10-19T17:49:00.002+08:00

WARNING! THIS POST IS NOT SUITABLE FOR YOUNG CHILDREN.

Omg. I read about this guy called "Bushido" in a Tokio Hotel fanfiction, but I thought he was just a fictional character. But then I saw on Youtube something about Bushido and Bill (Kaulitz), so I went to look on Google, and I found out that Bushido is actually this 30- or 40-year old German gangsta-rapper, and he's absolutely obsessed and attracted to Bill (ach mein gosh! - I dunno if the word "gosh" even exists in the German language, and I'm not supposed to use God's name in vain, so whatever).

There were a few links to videos about Bushido talking about Bill and stuff, and in one interview (brace yourselves), Bushido was like (oh gosh oh gosh):

"If Bill would ask me: 'Bushido, would you sleep with me?' I would totally say YES."

Really disgusting. Paedophile, bleaghhhh...

Oh, and this is a comment from a xLykosx on this video: "Well, actually I am a German, so I do have to understand the language xD. Bushido says during some interviews that he thinks Bill is sexy and he even says that he wants to be satisfied orally from him. On top of it, Bushido even said he wants to marry Bill O_O Oh well, no wonder, Bill is a sexy guy. Too sexy for women :D"

... I totally agree with the "too sexy for women" part. But, um... could this Bushido guy get any sicker (is that even a word)? Omg. OMG.

Oh, and I told my dad about Bill Kaulitz and showed him a pic of Bill yesterday at someone's wedding dinner, and he called him a "pondan" (translation: transvestite).

Dad: I'm not going to let you buy -
Me: *interrupts* NO!
A few moments later...
Me: What were you going to say just now?
Dad: I said I'm not going to let you buy his CDs anymore. He's a pondan. (Of course he's not totally serious but still.)
Me: NO! I don't care! I will. I already got the CD and magazine from France so HA HA.

I didn't think much of the "pondan" thing yesterday, but after that whole Bushido, I just wanna tell all you people out there who judge Bill by his appearance and call him a homosexual just because he has his own style... Well, shut up.

Oh no. I gotta go now. Darn, I wanted to type more. Okay bye.

Ich Liebe Bill

2008-10-17T17:56:00.000+08:00

Oh my goshhhh... I, err, accidentally got some of my lip treatment thing on the Bill Kaulitz (I love you! I love you!) poster from the Stars Book magazine I ordered from France, and now there is one big stain there. And I also dabbed another part of the poster with the treatment to see what would happen, and there was a stain there, so the stain on his beautiful beautiful face (GOSH) undoubtedly came from my lip treatment.

Err... Don't ask me how I got it there. Although I think you might already know.

What am I going to doooooo????? I shall pray to God and ask Him to make the stain go away. Please make it go away, God, please! Oh Gott in Himmel. Hehe. I know a little German now. Like aus (out), ich liebe dich (I love you), and... ehh... No time to think of the other words.

Shoot, I gotta go for my ballet class. Aw man, Bill is so incredibly sexy!! I wanna meet Tokio Hotel sooooo badly.

REALLY REALLY BADLY.

Bill is so cute and hyper! That's good coz there are some people who think I'm hyper (sometimes) too. I used to be called the "Hyper Girl" in school. Lolz. He is soooo adorable! Lalalalala, ich liebe dich Bill! And Bill has a lot of funny dances too. Soooo cute. Wheeeeee...

I showed my mom a video thing of Bill at a concert. He was singing then he looked at the camera in this really hot way, and my mom was like, "How can men's eyes be so sexy? They're not supposed to be sexy." I was like, "They are!"

Oh shoot, I forgot to check my email!!!!!!!! I'll be SO late for ballet now. Oh well.

LIFE IS SO UNFAIR

2008-10-14T15:51:00.000+08:00

Sorry sorry sorry! No internet connection at home because Jia Wei kicked the modem. But I'm at Yu Wen's house now so.

YES!! Guess what? I got the Stars Book magazine with 12 Tokio Hotel posters from France on Friday! My mom put it into my ballet bag, which she put into the car before the driver came and fetched me from school. I didn't open my bag until I was in my ballet class toilet and had to change into my ballet clothes. I saw this wrapped brown thing in my bag, so I took it out and saw some stickers with the words "Prioritaire A" and "Mette Fink" (name of the seller of the magazine) and others. So I put it back into the bag without opening it and started hyperventilating as I changed into my ballet stuff.

I only took it out after I was done, outside the toilet. Chow Shu, Cha Yi, Netanya, Lee Ann, and Jia Hui were already there. Chow Shu asked to see my phone, so I gave it to her. When I saw her face when she looked at the screen (my wallpaper was a picture of Bill Kaulitz at the Vanity Fair photoshoot), I grabbed it back. Jia Hui asked her what happened, so she was like, "有hantu ah!"

Translation: "Got ghost ah!"

And then all the girls jumped on me and tried to get a look at my phone and pry it out of my fingers. I changed the wallpaper to one chibi Naruto one while they did that, then I showed them the picture, but Chow Shu said it wasn't it. Then I tore the brown envelope and took the magazine out, really excited and all. Chow Shu saw it, and she gasped and was like, "Neh, 那个 hantu!"

Translation: "There, that ghost!" Note: "neh" is a slang word for "there".

And then they all saw Tokio Hotel on the cover and said he looked like a girl, or a ghost, or both.

Sheesh. I get that in school too. Calvin called Bill a "shim" today. As in, a she + him = half-girl half-boy. Whatever! Bill is beautiful, yes he is! He and his androgynous hotness. Sighhh... I hate it when people diss Tokio Hotel!!

Urk... gotta go for gymnastics class soon. I hate not having internet connection at home. I am going to stick up posters of TH on my room. Yay!

P.S. Sorry, Sarah, that tag looks real fun but I'll do it next time.

P.S. OMG Shi Hao is going to the USA this Saturday! That stinks (for me).

Scream!

2008-10-07T17:50:00.001+08:00

Just wanted to say I got my TOKIO HOTEL SCREAM CD + 2 POSTCARDS (1 AUTOGRAPHED) + STICKER from America that I ordered on eBay!!! Yeahhh! And it took just 15 days! Woooohoooooo!! Soooo happy!

Girl Molests Wax Figure

2008-10-05T16:28:00.003+08:00

Sorriieee, we had no Internet for several days because my brother Jia Wei kicked the modem. Three cheers for Jia Wei! Not. Um, actually, we still don't have any Internet connection at home, but I'm at Yu Wen's house right now, and it's like a mini cybercafe here in Shi Wei and Shi Hao's room. 2 laptops, 4 computers, a few Nintendo DSes.

Not that I've ever been to a cybercafe.

I am getting quite lazy to blog now. Actually, very lazy.

Omg. There's a Bill Kaulitz *insert angelic choir here* wax figure in the Madame Tussauds (pronounced "too-so") in Berlin! Watch the video below. That girl is touching Bill's... THINGY (lol, it's been ages since I said that). Of all the nerve! ~~That's my husband!~~

There's something a bit weird about his cheeks, though. The cheekbones? But other than that... Omg. There is a Madame Tussauds in London. We were wondering whether we should go there or not when we went to London last year, but for some reason I can't remember, we didn't. I so regret it. Although they probably don't have a Bill Kaulitz wax figure there.

I must see the Bill Kaulitz wax figure.

Omg. iCarly is so funny. I don't feel like typing anymore.

6:02 PM

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! MTV TRL is going! As in, cancelled! HOW COULD THEY DO THIS?!?!?!

Why? Why? WHY????

Tokio Hotel is All Wet (Literally)

2008-09-21T11:25:00.003+08:00

I'm listening to The Unforgiven by Metallica on Youtube to see why people like them so much. The video is in black and white. The singer looks kinda weird, with fluffy long hair. Kinda reminds me of Captain Hook. The video is pretty weird, with an uber skinny old man with all his ribs visible through his sagging skin in a small dark room. He just put a nail or something through his hand and wiped the blood on the wall and wrote something with on the wall with his blood. It looks like "vest" or something. Maybe "rest"?

I don't think I really like Metallica. I'm going to listen to Smells Like Teen Spirit by Nirvana next. Oh, now the Metallica video is ending with old man is sleeping on the dirty dusty floor of the tiny dark room, with a white light shining on him. The light is fading. Ew, Smells Like Teen Spirit doesn't sound nice at all. I'm trying to force myself to listen to the whole thing just ONCE. Forcing, forcing, forcing. It sounds so bad, I feel horrible. I can't understand a word they're saying. The video is bad too.

No offence to Metallica or Nirvana lovers. Different people have different tastes.

Here's another video I watched yesterday: Live Wet Monsoon Peformance by Tokio Hotel in Munich, Germany, last year in November. After the bridge, when Bill sang the chorus again, water started pouring down from the ceiling on each Tokio Hotel member, and they just sang and played their instruments with water raining on them. They look soooo hot when they're soaking wet... especially Bill. And Tom. ^^ Gorgeous gorgeous Bill and Tom.

Ugh. I wonder what made me join the chorale for D.O.E. when D.O.E. is just 3 days away! I must be a supreme idiot. We have had so little time to practice, geez. I could've just joined photography flora, nothing else.

I bought something on eBay yesterday. I'm going to pray that the person isn't scamming me, and the items arrive safely and in perfect condition, and it is exactly as described. Must not worry. Worry is a sin because it means we are not trusting God. Yes. So I must trust God. Trust God God God. Hmm... I hope I won't regret buying it. I hate regret, it makes me feel really bad.

I still can't help being a bit worried.

Never mind. Must trust God.

Oh, Bill Kaulitz Bill Kaulitz Bill Kaulitz, why are you so beautiful?

I told Jia He about the twincest thing. Remember, some people make vids and pictures and stories about Bill and Tom being all lovey-dovey with each other? Because Bill kinda looks like a girl, and they are quite close, like brotherly love and all. I read a twincest story yesterday. It's interesting, but really disgusting like Oh-Em-Gee. Yuck yuck yuck. So I told Jia He I read a twincest story, and I said it was really gross, so naturally he asked if he could read it.

So I said no, and he said, "Fine then, I won't pray that your eBay thing comes safely." What a stupid boy. Stupid stupid boy. I have a big fat idiot for a brother. So I said, "Don't pray then! I won't pray for your gecko either. He can just go and be blind." FYI, his gecko is blind in one eye because its skin fell on its eye or something when it was shedding.

So he said, "Fine, I'll pray that your eBay thing gets spoiled!" Then I said, "Fine, pray that, God won't listen so ha ha ha."

My brother is a loser. He is asking Jia Wei to shut up and threatening he will hack his Fiesta account. Jia He really is a supreme idiot. An even bigger idiot than I am. He's a big bully. Hmm... if he prays the thing I bought from eBay gets spoiled, I am going to pray he never gets any muscles on his arm. Because I had a bit of arm muscle, when I like bend my arm, which kind of stinks, and I don't like it at all. Heaven knows how I got them, because my gymnastics teacher says my lower body is better. And Jia He does push-ups but he doesn't have arm muscles, and he was like, "What?! How did you get arm muscles? I do push-ups!" I'm not going to tell him that I don't really like arm muscles, not even a little bit, because I am a girl. Never mind. Let him be sad he doesn't have arm muscles.

HA HA HA. Do you hear that, Jia He? YOU ARE A SUPREME IDIOT, JUST LIKE SMEE FROM PETER PAN! MAYBE EVEN WORSE THAN SMEE!!

I think I had better shut up now or I might never get that CD. My magazine isn't here yet either, but they're shipping it from France so obviously it takes more time to arrive.

My grandmother (Ahma; Dad's mom) says that if Jia Wei was born a girl, it would be good, because he is quite small-sized. Jia Qing is probably going to be taller and bigger than Jia Wei even though JW is 8 and JQ is only 5. JW is like Bill Kaulitz, a bit girly-looking.

I'm not going to tease JW about him being a little bit girly because Bill Kaulitz is also like that. I used to tease Jia Wei about it when he annoyed me last time, because it annoyed him when I said it and I got a kick out of irritating him. Oh, and sometimes it's really annoying when I'm busy playing the computer or something and JW has to tell me something. He goes and taps my shoulder with one finger gently and says in a soft voice, "Jie, jie, jie," over and over and OVER again. It's so annoying. I don't know if I would rather him tap my shoulder gently or whack my shoulder really roughly. The tapping this is really irritating, but the whacking thing will infuriate me and I will pinch him for it.

And when I pinch him I'll just get in trouble for cutting him with my fingernails so I guess I'll have to bear with the tapping thing.

My brothers are really weird. Jia He is crawling on the floor and yee-haw!-ing like a mad donkey, and Jia Wei is pretending to be the owner of the donkey or something.

I'm going to go for a facial next week or something because my mom made an appointment for me. My skin is really horrible this year. It recently (like, 2 months ago, or 3 or whatever) became horrible. I have like pimples on my forehead now, thankfully not the big reddish kind with yellow goo in it. They're small, and oh I hate them. I also have this mosquito bite on my forehead. For some weird reason it hasn't gone off yet. It doesn't itch. I think it has turned into a pimple. Oh gosh! I've seen people my age who have gotten those big big pimples ages before me. I wonder how they survive with it?

I wish Peter Pan was real. I wish I lived in Neverland. I could be like a female version of him, I love Peter Pan. Best classic story ever. Then me and Peter could just go live in Neverland and play all day and fly around the island fighting pirates with Tinkerbell and annoying Captain Jas. Hook.

Why do I keep going off-topic? I keep going off-topic. Like, I'm talking about one thing and then I suddenly switch and talk about something else.

I just realized I haven't mentioned Bill Kaulitz in the previous 6 paragraphs. I love Bill, he's so adorable (in looks and attitude), especially when he's around candy.

The Mary-Kate and Ashley Olsen are so pretty, it's not fair.

Bill Kaulitz is pretty too, and that's not fair either.

EVERYTHING isn't fair.

I understand how I got "Envy - 92%" yesterday in that quiz.

I'm hungry. I'm going to go eat something. Good bye. (I understand how I got "Greed - 92%" also, yesterday. I'm very greedy, because I love food, especially sweet things like sugar and candy and chemical stuff and stuff that give you diabetes.)

I am Greed and Envy - Who Are You?

2008-09-21T00:42:00.001+08:00

I just took a quiz called "Which of the 7 Deadly Sins Are You?" on the Internet. Here's my result. I can't say I'm too pleased with it. I mean, it's not entirely true of course, because it's just a quiz with a several questions. But oh, I don't know.

Envy - 92%
Greed - 92%
Gluttony - 67%
Wrath - 50%
Sloth - 50%
Pride - 33%
Lust - 25%

It's quite true, actually, because I'm jealous of all the people who have met Tokio Hotel before, and I'm quite greedy. You may not know it but I love eating (but only the food that I like). I'm very reluctant to share my stuff, especially if it's some food or thing I really like. Oh well. YOU be the judge! Click here if you want to take the quiz.

Tash and Emily Attempt to Draw Bill Kaulitz

2008-09-15T17:41:00.002+08:00

LOLZ. Emily and Tash were making me laugh SO hard yesterday while I was chatting with them both (separately) on MSN. As you might now, you can actually draw stuff with your mouse on MSN. Tash drew a very cute picture of a stick figure with spiky things on his head that was supposed to be Bill Kaulitz (oh, gorgeous, gorgeous Bill Kaulitz!), and a swirly pink lines that were supposed to be a crowd of screaming girls.

So I told Emily what Tash did, and SHE said she'd try, too. And what happened after that made me laugh so hard I had a cough and my throat was itching. Enough talk. Here are the screenshots. Captions below because the text in the screenshots are too tiny for you to read. Last two drawings by my Mom and Jia He.

TASH (all drawings by Tash)

That's supposed to be Tom, Bill's twin brother. The one with the dreadlocks?

Tom is older than Bill by 10 minutes.

That drawing there is supposed to be Bill's sexy, mascara-ed eyes. LOL.

Flying poop. Angel poop. With wings. By Tash.

Bill and his candy. He loves candy. Loves loves loves candy.

Aww... so sweet! Hahaha. Tash loves her boyfriend.

That's Bill Kaulitz singing. Aren't her drawings so adorable?

And now for Emily's. Ugh. She drew Bill like that on purpose, I know she did. The first 5 drawings are her hilariously terrifying drawings of Bill. The 6th one is me and Bill. Like OMG. LOL!

EMILY

That red drawing is by me, a picture of my horrified face. The blue drawing is Emily's attempt at drawing a girl.

Emily: *another blue drawing of a girl*

Jiayu: Bill Kaulitz has sexy eyes!! ♥

Jiayu: Bill Kaulitz

Jiayu: is so hot

Emily: my eyes sexy or not *blinks eyes*
Emily: LOL
Emily: JOKING!
Emily: Lol
Jiayu: OMG

Emily: *drawing of a pair of supposedly sexy eyes* Sexy?

Jiayu: NO

Jiayu: LOL!!

Emily: LOL!

Emily: *another blue drawing of a pair of eyes* ← this? It's Bills!

Jiayu: EWWW

Jiayu: NO!

Jiayu: Bill is sexier! SEXIER!!!

Emily: *drawing of Bill* sexy enough or u wan more

Jiayu: DEFORMED MUTANT!

Jiayu: EMILYYY!

Jiayu: YOU ARENT TRYING

Emily: Lol

Emily: ok ok

Emily: i'll do it again

Emily: and u tell me whether sexy kay!

Emily: LOL!

Jiayu: URGH

Jiayu: *drawing of freakishly ugly creature* Happy & Pretty. I'm Jia Yu the sau men kai

This was drawn by my mom when I showed her Emily's drawings. She actually LAUGHED. Wow. Then she said she wanted to try and draw on MSN too. So she drew me. Very ugly drawing. Yuck. Could hardly pass a human. By the way, "sau men kai" means "skinny chicken". =.=''

Jiayu: *drawing of something that looks like a fly* spots mean pimple. JY

By Jia He. He drew me, too. Ugh.

And after that I went to change into my pajamas but didn't tell Emily I was going to. So when I didn't reply, she kept recording things on her mic on MSN and stuff, and later I came back and listened to them. She was going, "Fishy. Fiiishyyy. Fishyyyy. Aiyo, reply me la! *screams* FISHYYYYYYYYYY!!! Fishy! Fishy Fishy Fishy Fishy Fishy! Aiyo, you ah. Brrrr!"

Oh, and by the way, Shadow (one of the 2 dogs) died yesterday. Snakebite. Horrible, right? I'm not emo about it though. I didn't cry, which is good for me, because being emo is not my thing. He looked like he was sleeping.

Oh, and yes. My church is having this thing called LOUD. It stands for something but I can't remember what. It's like last year's one, they had LOUD last year, too, remember? I'm not sure what we're going to do there, though. They'll give out the flyers later.

The D.O.E. (Day of Excellence) exhibits deadline thing has been changed to FRIDAY (only for GRC PJ-ers) for those of us who really cannot turn in our entries tomorrow. Good thing, even though I took the flora pictures yesterday and this morning. I went to a nice stationery store called Czip Lee at Bangsar after school today and got some colored paper to stick the photo on. Only one photo for flora. Gee. I thought it was supposed to be 3 photos. I have several photos or different plants, so I'm going to have to choose one. Tough choice.

Bill Kaulitz is so hot.

I'm thinking of setting my SOS (Switched-On Schoolhouse; some of us in school got that program installed in our laptops so we do our schoolwork on our laptops instead of the books; we had to create a whole new user accoun -- GRC-[insert name here] -- on our laptops for us to do SOS) desktop background to that really hot one of Bill Kaulitz from the Vanity Fair photoshoot. This one:

But I don't know if they'll let. The teachers or even Mr. Fan might go like, "O_O OMG! Who is THAT?!" Well, they won't say "OMG", but you know, something like that. Especially since Bill looks so, well, sexy in there. Maybe too sexy for the "GRC-Jiayu" user account. I mean, the way he's staring at the camera! Omg!! *hyperventilates* And the one below is WAAAAY to sexy for the "GRC-Jiayu" desktop background (besides, it doesn't look nice when it stretches when I use it as my desktop background).

Oh, Bill, Bill, Bill, Bill, Bill. I love you! Lol. I was lovingly writing his name over and over and and over and over again in an exercise book I use to scribble my math calculations. After that, I started drawing food, like ice cream and a banana split and a cocktail and a strawberry and grapes.

Hmm... my cell leader(s) might visit my blog because the bloggers (including me) in my cell group in church wrote down our blog urls on a piece of paper. We're supposed to tell people about LOUD on our blogs. I wonder what they're gonna think if/when they read my blog? I used to be SUPER quiet in church (I'm talking more now. Remember I told you about church yesterday, and that I stayed and chatted with Dexter and Grace? Yep. Huge improvement. I know I'm super talkative and loud in school, so it might be hard to believe that I am (or was, whatever) actually quiet in church. But that's the truth. Hahaha.

Ah well. Gotta go eat dinner now before my mom skins me alive. Good bye!

It Should Be Against the Law to Be So Good-Looking

2008-09-13T20:51:00.008+08:00

11:20 PM

If you were here, in this room, right now, I'd advise you to cover your ears.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHOOOOOOOT! You know that autographed hoodie on eBay I was talking about? It ended just now at 11:13 AM. I got up at about 7 today because the room was so cold and I didn't feel like going back to sleep because I was annoyed at the freezing temperature (no wonder, the air conditioners were set to 19 Celsius, and BOTH of them were on the WHOLE NIGHT).

I had calculated last night when the auction would end, so I knew exactly. Dad gave me a limit = RM800, which is about USD$235. After all, my birthday isn't too far away. So from 10 AM onwards I kept bidding and stuff, because the price, which had only been $81 yesterday, had increased today. So I kept bidding. I bid $82, $84, $87, $90, $95, $99, $105, $120, $125, $140, $150, $160, $180, $190, $200, $220, $230, $235, $240... all because other people kept bidding and eBay kept sending me emails telling me I was the highest bidder, and then that I was outbid, and that I was the highest bidder, and I was outbid, and so on.

After I bid $250 on that wonderful, wonderful autographed Tokio Hotel hoodie, I refreshed the page to check if I had been outbid again, and my eyes nearly popped out of my head when I saw that I had to bid more than $450. I thought that I had typed "$450" by accident, because the price shot up from $250 to an outrageously large amount of $450, all in just 7 minutes.

There I was, going, "OH MY FREAKING GOSH." So I hurriedly looked for a retraction form to say I had typed in the wrong amount, when I found out I hadn't, and that some unfairly rich person had actually bid that amount. So I very urgently called my father. There were only 3 precious minutes left.

P.S. We Chinese children get money from adults when we celebrate Chinese New Year every February. Lots of money money money lovely money.

Me: *very urgently, demanding* How much did I get for ang pau money this year???

Dad: *bored, take-your-time voice* I don't know.

Me: How much?!

Dad: Um... 1 thousand, 2 thousand...

Me: Can I use my *next year's ang pau money to get the hoodie? Because the price rose?

Dad: *bored, take-your-time voice* Mmm... Okay lah.

*assuming I get enough to pay it off

3 MINUTES LEFT!!! So I kept bidding bidding bidding, $460, $480, $500, $520, $540... I pressed "confirm" for the 540-dollar bid, and the page went back to the item description so that I could see that I was still outbid, and...

... that there was one second left.

You know what auction stealers are? They're these things that you sign up for. You enter the auction number and your maximum bid, and they'll bid for you within the last few seconds of the auction, so if anyone tries to bid higher than you, your auction stealer would help you bid higher and higher, and when it gets too high for your maximum bid, they'll stop bidding because you don't have enough money.

The winner used an auction stealer. I know she did, because when I went to the bidding list to so who the highest bidder was. Beside your bids, they write the time and date you bid that amount. The auction ended at 11:13 AM. The time beside her one and only -- and highest -- bid was 11:02 AM. Auction stealer. It must have been. I used an auction stealer, but I didn't set $560 as my maxium amount!!

I have no idea what she put as her maximum bid, the lucky girl, but it might have been higher than $550. Auction stealers bid as much as they have to, but sometimes you have money left over, like if the second-highest bidder (ahem, me) bids $540, and you had put "$560" as your maximum amount, they'll just make you pay $550 because that's the amount they require you to outbid the second-highest bidder (sob! me again).

THE WORLD IS CRUEL! I AM SO DISAPPOINTED!

Die Welt ist grausam! Ich bin sehr umgestürzt!

I'm itching to say, err, poop in German (=.='' Yes, I learned how to say it in German. I watched a video, Bill said it, there were English subtitles... it sounds kind of okay in German, actually. Doesn't sound like a bad word at all. It reminds me of swiss cheese. Lol) may sound like a spoiled brat, but the truth is, I'm just upset and so disappointed. Geez.

Eurgh.

Did you know?

Tom -- gorgeous Tom Kaulitz -- had sex when he was 14.

But I know it's very normal in Europe and America and all (here in Malaysia, it's against to have sex with a person who is below 18. If you do, it's counted as rape), to lose your virginity when you're so young and whatever, but still... It shocked me. He was SO young. I'm 12, 13 in less than 2 months. Just imagine... let's say you're like my age, and you had sex next year...?

Ew.

As for Bill, sweet, adorable, devastatingly beautiful Bill... I just watched an interview yesterday on Youtube, called "Tokio Hotel on Steven's Untitled Rock Show [Part 2]". Bill was telling Steven about how Tom was so proud of being 10 minutes older than Bill. And Tom was very cocky (proud/boastful/like Peter Pan) -- cute, haha -- and said, "I was the first in everything, you know. The first kiss, first sex... Bill, he's a virgin." Bill was like, "Oh, yeahh." And he laughed nervously and sort of covered his face like he was embarrassed. So adorableee. But I'm still not sure, because in interviews Bill keeps saying, "It's a secret" when people ask him about his virginity.

Here's the video. The virginity part (have you noticed that Tom just looooves to bring up the topic of virginity?) is 1:34 - 1:43. Url here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HjXHLBL19jM.

Oh, and check out these drool-worthy pictures of Bill Kaulitz in an issue of Vanity Fair. The issue of Vanity Fair was in German, the April 2008 issue. Pictures from here: http://gallery.tokiohotelnetwork.com/thumbnails.php?album=236.

OMG! Gorgeous! Doesn't he look sooooo sexy here? And also, nice pants. XD

Just look at that tattoo on his arm! Beautiful! It says "Freiheit 89", which means "freedom" or "liberty" in German, and 89 is his birth year. Freedom is very important to him, so when he turned 18 last year and officially an adult, he got that tattoo. I never thought I'd like a guy with a tattoo -- much less 3 tattoos ("Freiheit 89" on his left arm when he was 18; the Tokio Hotel logo on the back of his neck when he was 13 or something; a star on his... hip -- so hot). But this "Freiheit 89" tattoo is just so beautiful! Just like Bill.

This last picture isn't from the Vanity Fair photoshoot. I got it somewhere on the Internet. His eyes are so beautiful, so mesmerizing, so mysterious, so sexyyy! Just like his everything else! I never really noticed or thought that a guy's eyes were beautiful before, not even Jeremy Sumpter -- who played Peter Pan -- not even Joe Jonas, not even Daniel Radcliffe. But Bill's eyes are sooo... omg. I could get lost in them. I already am.

So... beautiful! How can anyone be so gorgeous? It should be a crime to be so good-looking.

Awww! Bill is so

sweet

innocent (well, more innocent than his brother Tom anyway)

cute

adorable

hot

funny

gorgeous

beautiful

sexy

mysterious

candy-loving

broccoli-hating

talented

sensitive

thin

unique

I probably should stop gushing about Bill before the food in your tummy comes right back up.

I'll tell you about my day. I was supposed to look up something about this Korean pastor called David Yonggi Cho and get some more info about his acts of faith, but I put it off from last Saturday until this morning. But then, suddenly, there was no Internet connection. I could use MSN, but no Internet Explorer. It happens sometimes. So I just went to church, and my cell group went to the cafe in church to discuss about the scrapbook, because each cell group is supposed to do a 20-page scrapbook about a man or woman of God.

It ended at 4 PM, so after that I sat around outside with some of the cell group members who were waiting for this other session in church called "celebration", I don't know what they do there. I had to wait for Jia He and the others anyway. So I chatted with Grace Cheng and Dexter and the cell group leaders. Dexter was telling us about the unfairly rich people in his neighborhood. So filthy rich. One 13-year-old girl, his friend, gets RM7,000 or RM9,000 a MONTH. That was fun, talking about them and stuff.

In the car, Jia Qing and Jia Wei started fighting and spitting at each other. SPITTING. How disgusting. Jia Qing spat at me later, too, in the car, although I can't remember why. He SPAT at me. Oh no, I didn't shout at him like you so obviously think I did. I didn't. In fact, I'm pretty sure I kept my face blank. I mean, I didn't scowl or anything. Just blank. Or calm. Expressionless. My face calm when I pinched his left arm, the part between the shoulder and the elbow.

Yes, there was blood, but I can't say I'm sorry. Because I'm not. I mean, he spat at me. You'd reply the same way. Good thing my nails are a little bit long now. Jia Qing and my brothers fight a lot. They're very rough. I mean, pfft, a little blood isn't a big deal. He cried a bit, but he ALWAYS cries, so be warned, people. Don't be fooled. He cries even when it doesn't hurt that much. But at least he didn't get a bruise, right?

So disgusting, he SPAT at me. Yuck. Jia Wei was worse though, Jia Qing spat a LOT at him, and vice versa. Oh, the horror of having 3 little brothers.

Mmm... Bill Kaulitz is so hot.

I'm glad Bill isn't like Tom. He said that Tom probably always says "I love you" to get a girl in bed with him. But Bill isn't like that. He's so sweet, too nice, for that. Bill says that as he gets older, the more seriously he takes the differences between "I love you" and "I like you". When the Vanity Fair interviewer asked him, "With 18 years (he's 19 now though), wouldn't you prefer to make out endlessly anyway?"

And guess what his answer was? Bill said, "I don't know. Precisely because of this life (his busy life as the drop-dead gorgeous lead singer of Tokio Hotel) I would prefer to find the one big love instead of making out. I want to share my little time with someone I know about: This is the one!"

Awww! That's so nice! Bill is so unbelievably perfect. I love him. I love feminine guys like Bill. Wheee! So does Tash, apparently, because her boyfriend Adrian also has feminine features, like his body and his eyelashes and stuff. Tash and I have more in common than I thought!

Yay! We heart feminine guys (guys who have feminine features but do not dress like a girl, and who are not gay, and not sissy, and not too feminine)!

10:24 PM

I've never liked those guys who have 8-packs and really huge biceps and triceps and stuff because they look so hard, and all those abs are pretty disgusting. Bill's body is good. So thin, so lean and feminine. A little bit of muscle would be okay, like to keep a flat stomach and not be flabby and stuff, but not a 6-pack. Or huge abs.

Just now, after I typed that thing about feminine guys, my mom came in and asked why I hadn't showered yet. I didn't really say anything. Then when she went outside for a while to say goodbye to Rachel and her family as they were leaving (they were here before and during dinner), I ran out of the study room and locked myself in my bedroom so I could take a shower so my mom wouldn't scold me after she came back in. And it worked! She didn't say anything when I walked into the study room with my hair damp and me in my pajamas.

Oh wait, she did say something. My mom just scolded me for giving Jia Qing that cut on his arm. Geez, I already told her in the car. I was like, "Mommy, Jia Qing spit at me so I pinched him. Don't blame me if there's blood." And she had been like, "Okay." So I told her that when she scolded me, and she said she didn't hear. =.='' Not my fault she didn't hear.

Oh, and by the way, by "scolded" I mean she warned me not to do it again. She was like, "How can you do this to your brother? Do you think this is how brothers and sisters are supposed to act?" No shouting or raising her voice, though. Maybe it's not counted as a scolding after all.

Jia Wei just locked Jia Qing out of the study room because Jia Qing was bothering him while he did his homework and cleared up his school things. Haha. Jia Qing is screaming and whining to be let in outside. Hahahahaha! It's kind of funny, actually. Happens so often. Oh, now Jia Wei let him back in again, and Jia Qing is holding a rolled-up piece of paper and Jia Wei is holding a badminton racket. They're fighting about the badminton racket now. Jia Qing has it. Jia Wei just declared, "The battle of Gaara!" Gaara from Naruto. You know, the sand guy.

Hmm. For one second there I thought they were going to hit each other with the badminton racket and the rolled-up paper. Oh well. Jia Qing and Jia Wei came in and JQ wanted to hit JW with the racket. Just playing, of course, but still. Oh, JQ is locked out again now. Wheeee. He's crying outside and banging on the door and shouting for Jia Wei to open the door, and Jia Wei is just sitting on a chair on the other side of the door and demanding for Jia Qing to apologize first.

And my mom just came in and scolded them both.

Hmm...

Bill is so hot.

Have you noticed how often I say the word "sexy" nowadays? I used to think it was a perverted word when I was younger lol. I tried saying it to my mom a few days ago, since I said it so often, to see if I would dare. I was like, "Mommy! Bill Kaulitz is soooo..." -- I chickened out -- "hot." Lol. It's just kinda embarrassing to say it to your own parents. It's weird.

Oh, would you look at the time. 10:55 PM. My mom is asking me to go to sleep now. Ah well. Good night then.

P.S. Did you know that Bill and Tom's mom was really laid-back when they were younger? She gave them a lot of freedom (Bill pierced his eyebrow and tongue and got a tattoo and temporarily dyed his hair blue, green, black, and white, and Tom pierced his lip), doing homework was an option, and when Bill first came home drunk, she was really laid-back and all. Just thought I wanted to let you know. Because my mom is nothing like that. Lol.

Huge Disappointment! Ugh!

2008-09-11T07:59:00.000+08:00

OHHHHHHH EMMMMMM GEEEEEEEE!!! (Translated: OMG!)

That ↑ is just something I forgot to include in my blog post yesterday. My mom finally -- FINALLY -- called the people at the place where they teach German classes (Goethe Something Something), and guess whaaaaaaat?

~~YAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYY!~~

OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

They only give classes for people who are 16 and above!! Last time, they used to accept 15-and-below people (counted as children), but then they stopped because the *ahem* children kept cancelling and stuff, because the German language isn't very popular among us Malaysians, so now it's only for 16-and-above people, because some of them want to go to Germany to study and stuff like that.

Grrrrr.

I bet, though, if Tokio Hotel was as big as the Jonas Brothers here in Malaysia... The Goethe Something Something people would be very, very happy. Crazy fangirls would be swarming in like crazy.

Well, if their parents let, anyway.

My Future: Boring??

2008-09-10T22:02:00.001+08:00

Several days ago, I saw a hoodie signed by all 4 members of Tokio Hotel -- Bill and Tom Kaulitz, Georg Listing, and Gustav Schafer -- up on eBay, and I really wanted it. I got very excited over it and called my mom to ask if I could have it or not. The price at the time was USD$150 or 160. Multiply it by 3.2 or 3 to get the price in Malaysian Ringgit. About RM500 then.

Note: In the conversation below, when I or my mom says "dollars", we actually mean "RM" and not USD$.

Mom: How much is the jacket?
Me: 500 dollars.
Mom: What?
Me: Err... 600 dollars! *Decides to include a CD and a French magazine with 12 TH posters in it, also from eBay*
Mom: 300 dollars?!
Me: No! 500. *Decides not to include the CD and magazine*
Mom: Are you crazy? CANNOT!
Me: Remember that time in Hong Kong when you wanted to buy me shoes that cost like 3,000 (either RM or Hong Kong money)? It was black suede but Daddy didn't let? You can make up for it by buying me the jacket!
Mom: Go home only discuss!
Me: What time are you coming back?
Mom: About 10 [PM].
Me: Well, you better come back fast 'cause I have 16 hours left ['til the auction ends].

In the end... I didn't get it because I decided that it was too expensive anyway, and I had too little time to really think about it, so ya. I checked it again the next morning. It got sold for USD$272, more than RM800. O_O WOW. Lolz.

Yesterday or 2 days ago, I saw another hoodie from the same person (but it was a different hoodie). So I told my parents again, and they started talking in the restaurant we went to yesterday -- Supertanker -- while I listened to music and talked with my friend Aurelia who was also there. They said I can get it as an early birthday present, but the price has to be RM800 and below. Fair enough. If it exceeds that limit, I can pay the rest myself. Or I might not even get it at all. I don't know.

As for that French magazine with like a dozen TH posters in it, I bought it. With permission, of course, from my dad. He came down with me to the study room in case I didn't know what to do. But when I clicked "Pay Now", we had a problem. I had to fill in my telephone number, but they kept saying that it was in the wrong format! So I guess I won't be paying it right now. I'll have to ask YuWen's dad tomorrow in case he knows.

And if you're reading this right now, and you know what to do, and you're from Malaysia, don't keep it to yourself. Please tell me how to fill in the telephone number thingy when I'm from here (Malaysia).

Right. Now that we're done with that, I'll give you a quick summary of my day in school today. I was, as usual, 30 minutes late for P.E., and they were just divided into groups and practicing Frisbee-throwing and -catching, so I joined Saskia, Andrew, and Meera. Lydia joined later, but at first she was just watching. Later James joined too. Then it became only me, Andrew, Saskia, Meera, and James, so I was like, "Hey, let's play 'monkey'! James, you can be the monkey (since he was holding a basketball)."

So we did, and it was very fun! In the end it was down to me, Theviyan, Meera, and James. I think. My memory is a little fuzzy lol. And while I was scoring my work at the scoring table, James asked me, "How come you're always smiling? It's like you never get emo."

Actually, I do, you know. Get emo, I mean. Sometimes. Not very often though. Like that time I got emo by listening to sad Tokio Hotel songs? Yeah. I don't get emo by listening to the awesome, wonderful, super-talented, beautiful foursome's songs anymore, though. I don't know what was wrong with me that day. I was kind of bored, and my brothers were annoying me like crap by crying and screaming at each other. Ugh.

... Do you ever think about what you're going to be when you grow up? You know, your future, career, and whatever. I think about it very often nowadays, and I was just thinking about it today as I was coming home from school. I don't know what I'll be when I grow up, so I imagined myself sitting around the house with two children, or maybe doing the dishes or housework or other things that housewives do, or maybe working as a clerk or cashier or whatever, while my husband was out at work...

IT WAS HORRIBLE. Ugh. Don't you feel bad by just thinking about that? Being a housewife, taking care of children, doing housework all the time and repeating the same daily routine (housework, taking care of the kids, cooking) every single day? Omg! I felt kind of scared thinking about that, like, "What if I really do become like that when I grow up?" *shudders* I mean, what a horribly BORING life! ... I might -- MIGHT -- change my mind when I grow up, though, and that might be the life I would want when I become an adult.

But not now. Now it sounds so boring, it scares me.

Hmm... I think I read and watch too many shows about celebrities...

I have quite big dreams. I don't want to just sit around all day taking care of the children and cooking (I can't cook!) and stuff, I want to travel and... I don't know. But maybe that's all they are -- dreams. Urgh. I know what some of you are probably thinking of saying to me now: "If you pursue your dreams, JiaYu, they won't be just dreams when they come true! Strive to fulfill your dreams! Nothing is impossible! Here! Take my blessing!" LOL.

Lalalalala... Bam bada bing, bada boom...

Bill Kaulitz is so adorably sexy. XD

Eurgh... JiaHe did it again. He talked to Kelvin using my MSN account while I was afk (away from keyboard). We made this deal because this isn't the first time he's done this sort of thing. The deal is that he can pretend to be me on my MSN, but he cannot close the window, so that I will be able to read what he has typed and who he's talked to.

He said "I love you" to Kelvin today, while he was at Isaac's house, so Isaac saw it too. Thankfully, they were smart enough to know I wouldn't just go and say "I love you" all of a sudden, like that. Hahaha. So there, JiaHe. You'll have to do a better job the next time.

Isaac thinks JiaHe is funny now. Which he is. Funny, I mean. JiaHe is funny. Lol.

Lololololol. Ah well. Gonna go now and try to figure how to play the rest of "Rescue Me" by Tokio Hotel on the piano. It's really hard to find accurate TH piano sheet music (so far I haven't found any that are in the right key), so I'm trying to play it by ear. I've got the first 4 verses and the first chorus right.

Figuring out the rest is hard. Geez.

Well. Good night now. Remember, if you know what to fill in for the telephone number thing when you purchase something in eBay, DON'T keep quiet about it.

GOOD NIGHT.

Some People Are Just So Unbelievably and Unfair-ly Hot

2008-09-08T18:29:00.001+08:00

THE MTV VMAs ARE TONIGHT!! 10:30PM on MTV (Astro Channel 713), so don't miss it! Repeats are on Friday (4:30 PM), Saturday (2 PM), and next Sunday (9 PM) -- by "next Sunday", I don't know if they mean like the 14th or 21st of September, because they posted the schedule up yesterday.

Oh, and about the bad dream I had 2 nights ago, omg it was horrible. I dreamed that I went to this place and saw Tokio Hotel, but Bill was like very tall and lanky and... urgh... As you all know, Bill Kaulitz is an extremely hot, inhumanly beautiful, very talented 19-year-old guy with a voice like wowwww, but in my dream he was this ugly British guy (no offence to British guys) with a long nose with a big bump at the end, and small small eyes.

And Tom -- omg, Tom -- as you all ALSO know, Tom Kaulitz is Bill's also-hot-and-beautiful-and-talented twin brother who just celebrated his 19th birthday last Monday (September 1). In my dream, he was about the size of a 6- or 7-year-old, shirtless, and very skinny... =.='' Talk about a nightmare.

I don't know what happened to Georg and Gustav but they weren't in my dream, but I like them too. As I was saying, in my dream I wanted Tokio Hotel... well, Bill and Tom, anyway -- to sign something, I don't know why, since they were so sadly ugly. But then I wasted my precious time searching for a permanent marker, or a Sharpie, or whatever. Then I asked some guy who was their manager in my dream to wait awhile while I looked for a marker, but once I turned my back he drove them away in a car.

UGH. Isn't it so horrible? I woke up at 8:25 AM on a Sunday and my mom asked me to go back to sleep because she didn't want us to wake up so early (she worries we don't get enough sleep), but I told her I couldn't because I had a really bad nightmare, and I just couldn't bear the mere thought of going back to sleep because I was feeling so traumatized, so she let me, but quietly so I wouldn't wake my sleeping brothers.

Then I walked downstairs with my phone, feeling bad, and started listening to TH songs while I brushed my teeth and got changed to assure myself that they were still megahot and talented and that Bill was still so adorable (in personality and attitude and looks), and that the ugly Bill and Tom Kaulitz were just a stupid nightmare. Then I went online and watched TH music videos and got over the dream and started obsessing about how hot they were again.

I watched TRL on MTV again just now (Malaysia: Astro Channel 713. Mondays, Tuesdays, Wednesdays, and Thursdays at 5-6 PM). Jonas Brothers were on, and so was Frankie, the "bonus Jonas", their cute little brother who was half their size. He's so adorable! Why are JB and TH so good-looking? I envy them. Not that I want to look like them, of course, since they're guys and I'm a girl. I wouldn't mind bearing a resemblance to Bill Kaulitz, though, since he looks so feminine and beautiful.

And so, SO hot (as a guy).

A-ny-wayyy, JB were on and as some of you might know, this guy called Big Rob, I think, goes downstairs, outside the set of TRL, to pick a few random girls from the neverending crowd of screaming fans to go upstairs and meet whoever is up there at the time. But this time Rob chose a few girls, and Frankie had to approve of them before they could send them up.

Man, you wouldn't believe how dedicated those fans are to the Jonas Brothers. It's amazing. One girl couldn't sleep for a week because she was camping out in the city waiting for JB, and another risked her job to get a chance to meet JB.

People who live in the US, especially if they get to meet hot celebrities (namely, Tokio Hotel and Jonas Brothers), are so lucky. Which is why I want to go there to study when I get older. My cousin Shi Hao (14) is probably going there to study next year in our cousin Jacqueline's school. He can drive next year, I think, if he goes. In America you can drive by 15 if I'm right. Or 16.

Okay, so I got tagged by Ryan (his blog is private, sorry) and Sarah See (http://www.a-little-world-of-our-own.blogspot.com/). I guess I'd better get started. But I can't read anything on Sarah's blog because there's something wrong with her background.

Tagged by Ryan

The last person to tag you is?

Melinda, I think.

What's your relationship with him/her?

Friends. Or acquaintances.

Your 5 impressions towards him/her.

1) Good at dancing.

2) Talks softly.

3) 16 years old.

4) Likes to hang out with her sister and Esther Lee.

5) Um...?

The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you.

Taught me and some other girls some dance moves, I think. We're not very close.

The most memorable thing he/she said to you.

I don't know.

If he/she becomes your lover, you will...

I'm straight. I love Bill Kaulitz, and I think the Jonas Brothers are hot. I. Am. Not. A. Lesbian.

If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...

Why are we going to be enemies? If we do, I'll just ignore her.

If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on...

She will not become my lover.

If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is...

No reason at all.

The overall. impression of him/her is...

Good at dancing?

How do you think the people around you feel about you?

Childish (sometimes?). Obsessed about hot guys (like TH and JB).

The character for yourself is?

Happy/Cheerful. Or obsessed about hot guys (like TH and JB)

On the contrary, the thing that you hate about yourself is?

My stupid annoying shortsightedness, or my nose. Actually, I hate my nose more.

The most ideal person you want to be is...

Myself. I don't want to be a second-class version of someone else.

For the person that cares and likes you, say something about them.

Ohhh, why can't you be Bill Kaulitz? Haha. Lol.

Ten people to tag:

Okay, I'm not tagging these people but I'm just listing their names down for the tag.

1. Emily

2. Saskia

3. Tash

4. Bill Kaulitz

5. Joe Jonas

6. Sarah See

7. Rachel See

8. Tom Kaulitz

9. YuWen

10. My 2-year-old cousin Sarah Tan Ya (nickname: Yaya. LOL)

Who is No. 2 having a relationship with?

No one.

Is No.3 a male or female?

Female.

If No.7 and No.10 were together, would it be a good thing?

Absolutely NOT. First of all, they would have to be lesbian. Second of all, No. 10 is like, 2 years old in November, and No. 7 is 14.

How about No.5 and No.8?

NO. They are both so hot, and it would be really sad if they were gay.

What is No.1 studying for?

Our 5 school subjects (Bible, History & Geography, Language Arts, Math, and Science). And she wants to learn French too. I wanna learn German.

When was the last time you had a chat with them?

Some of them, just today. Some, never.

Is No.4 a single?

Thankfully, YES!! Sadly, I don't know him personally. :(

Tell something about No.2

She sits beside me in class.

THE MTV VMAS 2008 ARE TOMORROW!!!!!

2008-09-07T22:47:00.004+08:00

I have no time to post today, so I'm going to post about the last few days if I can, and about the bad dream about Tokio Hotel I had last night (I dreamt they were UGLY, and that made me wake up at 8:25AM, and I couldn't bear going back to sleep after that, it was so horrible).

Now I'm just going to tell you about how RELIEVED I feel!!! I thought the MTV VMAS 2008 -- hosted by Russell Brand -- was today, so when I turned on the TV just now and saw that it wasn't, and that it was "Top MTV VMA Openings" (or something like that) instead, I was like über-disappointed!!

'Cause you see, the MTV VMAS 2008 is live in America at 9PM their time sharp on September 7, so if it's live here too it's supposed to be at 5AM tomorrow, Sept. 8. But I somehow got mixed up and ended up thinking that it was at 10PM on September the 7th.

So, disappointed, and saying "shit" over and over again in a different language to myself, I went online and checked what time the MTV VMAS 2008 were gonna be on Astro in Malaysia, and I found out that the MTV VMAS 2008 (MTV Video Music Awards) is tomorrow, September 8, at 10:30PM. I was like, "OMG! THANK YOU, GOD!!!" I am so relieved I half want to start laughing.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! THANK YOU!!! OMGG!!! So I get to see Tokio Hotel (oh, I love youuuu!) on the MTV VMAS tomorrow! Oh, I hope they win. They got nominated for Best Newcomer along with Miley Cyrus, Katy Perry, Jonas Brothers, Jordin Sparks, and etc.

Make sure YOU don't miss it either! And I watched Camp Rock just now. It's really nice! The Jonas Brothers sing really well, and they're hot too. Now I gotta go before my mom skins me alive. See ya!

Happy ______

2008-08-31T18:05:00.003+08:00

Yesterday's unfinished post:

Happy Merdeka! (Malaysia's independence day) Since it's a public holiday today - a Sunday - there's no school tomorrow. That's the rule in Malaysia, according to Miss Emel. And also, happy birthday to Abigail! (Her birthday was yesterday.)

I went to watch Wall-E today. It's funny and so cute! But not as cute as Bill Kaulitz. Lol!

Today:

Wahahaha! At exactly 8 PM just now, I posted a "happy birthday" comment to Bill und Tom (no, I did not spell "and" wrong) Kaulitz on tokiohotelchannel, because it's - yes! - their 19th birthdays today! You're probably wondering why I didn't post it earlier, like at midnight or something. It's 'cause of the time difference.

Lol. See, if they're in the U.S. and I post the comment at 12 midnight here in Malaysia, it's only 31st August, 4 PM over there. So if I said happy birthday at 8 AM (Sept 1), it would be midnight (Sept 1) there. Get it?

I'm not sure if the comment even got posted or whatever, but never mind. I'm satisfied. Haha. Bill is soooo cute! He was like like a little kid in a candy store in the video below. And guess what? He hates broccoli, just like me! Well, at least I think that thing he's holding (see video) is broccoli. It sure looks like it.

Isn't that so adorable? He's so hot, I can't believe it. That was Tokio Hotel TV [Episode 41], and the next episode is going to be about Georg sightseeing in San Francisco, in PIER 39!! I went there before with YuWen and the others. It's full of seals sunbathing, and we took pictures with these guys painted in silver paint with fake wires and other mechanical stuff connected to them (I was kind of scared, I had to admit =.='') and dogs dressed up in sunglasses and bows and stuff. Had to pay for it though.

Oh, and there we saw a pigeon with like 2 toes. Or maybe 1 foot. I'm not sure, but I know he was missing some part of his legs (or leg).

Am I Super-Outdated or Do I Just Have Bad Memory?

2008-08-23T17:58:00.001+08:00

Our school is moving O_O. I just found out today from Megan Yeap. Other people from GRC knew it since, like, May, I think. Maybe I knew too but I just forgot, but whatever! I am so outdated. Seriously.

Went to my church cell leader Lydia Ong's house today for our "CG Outing" while this other cell group went to Sunway Lagoon... =.='' About 5 other girls from my church cell group were there too. We watched Hancock (it was quite nice, but not so; it was a bit funny too), drank bubble milk tea, ate cookies, and nothing else. It was raining really heavily outside, and Lydia's sister Stephanie walked me to the car, each of us holding an umbrella.

But I got wet anyway. It was really pouring, and there was a big big puddle of rainwater around the car, so I had no choice but to step into it. The water got into my jelly shoes. The shoes have HOLES (they're supposed to be like that) in them, so all it took was one step and voosh! there was a ~~flood~~ monsoon in my shoes.

Running through the monsoon,

Beyond the world

To the end of time

Where the rain won't hurt...

I love Tokio Hotel! Bill Kaulitz ♥ ♥ ♥ is sooo adorable. Check out this video of him lip-syncing and dancing to Michael Jackson during his private party in Geneve.

He is SO kawaii! ♥ I better stop gushing about him before you vomit all over your jelly shoes. It wouldn't be pretty. He's so cute la, seriously! He's hot too. And pretty. I feel kinda jealous of him because he can be hot as a guy and pretty as a girl at the SAME TIME. I mean, he's beautiful! Bill is beautiful!!

I went to Country Mart after that because my mom wanted me to buy some stuff. The lady who works there, I don't know what her name is, but she looks about 20-30. Just so you know, her voice is not nasally and annoying. Just thought you should know, because when I tell you "the 20-30 year old lady who works there", you might imagine her having a nasally voice, which is what I usually do, especially if they have Malaysian accents.

Lady: *in Cantonese* Eh girl, you're very tall already ah!

Me: Oh. Haha.

Lady: Yeah. Thin also. You should eat more!

Me: *thinks: EVERYBODY THINKS IT'S SO EASY* Oh, ya, but it's hard.

Lady: If you were a bit fatter it would be nice because you're tall.

Seriously, I don't know how she can say I'm thin, considering what I was wearing just now: a definitely not-tight Club Med T-shirt (haha, I loved Club Med so much I bought the shirt), and white Gap pants that went down to my ankles. I look totally normal in it. Not thin, not fat. I don't really get people sometimes. Here's the picture I took so you guys could decide yourselves. It's kinda weird because I couldn't take it without flash because I couldn't hold it steady just now, so I put my fingers a small distance in front of the flash when I took it.

Hah! See? What'd I tell ya? I look so totally not-fat-not-thin there. I don't know what she's talking about.

P.S. You shouldn't put your fingers right on the flash while taking a picture because it's a bit hot. Just to let you know!

P.P.S. Ugh. All the flowers that used to be in front of the front door of my house are GONE. I don't know what happened to them, but they're all gone and now there are some boring, green, ho-hum, nothing-special plants there in their place. That stinks. It looks so drab and boring now. They were such pretty flowers too, and I'm joining photography [flora] for D.O.E. (Day of Excellence) in school. Darn it.

Sparkie!

Mr. Bean and Beekeeping

2008-08-22T20:13:00.006+08:00

Went to watch Journey to the Center of the Earth 3D today. It was really good! The backgrounds were really beautiful, all the colors blended together so perfectly, as beautiful as the Aurora! And Josh Hutcherson, who played Sean, is hot too ^^. Aaron and Chun Chieh came along, and Aaron's mom, her maid, and Aaron's cute 3-year-old brother Aries were there too, but they didn't watch the movie because Aries couldn't.

Aries is one big baby. He's nearly Jia Qing's size, and JQ is 5. They say it's because he eats a lot -- he eats everything. Anyway, it was a really awesome movie and I definitely enjoyed it. You guys should watch it, especially the 3D one. The only bad thing about watching it today was that Jia Qing was there, and he was crawling around the floor and laying down on it and napping (or was he?) and crawling near other people's seats.

We went for Japanese food in The Gardens, which is connected to Mid Valley, and went to the bookstore after that. I checked if they had Tokio Hotel's album on the computer in Borders, and they said it was out of stock but could be specially ordered, so I went to one of the staff members and asked, and he said that they can't order CDs actually.

:( That sucks! I also went to another CD shop, but they didn't have it either. "Try Speedy," the guy said, but I just told him that I DID, but they didn't have it either, but thank you anyway. It's so sad. I guess I'll have to order it from the Internet now.

And in The Gardens, I got a phone call from Aunty Sally (from my ballet class, not Tash's mom).

Sally: There's no ballet class today ah! Teacher is sick!
Me: *Ballet class...? Omg, ooops! I forgot all about it!* Oh! Okay.
Sally: Ya, teacher is sick! I hope you didn't leave for ballet yet!
Me: Err, yeah, I didn't leave [for ballet, anyway] yet.

Oh, and here's a video from Youtube, called Rowan Atkinson - The School Master, to entertain you. Rowan Atkinson is the guy who plays Mr. Bean, in case you didn't know. The video description reads, "Very funny bit with Rowan Atkinson as an acerbic schoolmaster taking attendance at a British school for boys." A lot of people think the video is funny, and yes, I think it's quite funny, too, but the problem is I don't really understand what he's talking about. I don't know how he keeps a straight face saying all that.

And here's another funnier one called John Cleese and Rowan Atkinson - Beekeeping. This one is really, really funny! Lol.

Kung Fu Panda Newt

2008-08-21T22:56:00.004+08:00

Presenting...

MY BROTHERS' NEW PET LEOPARD GECKO (SPARKIE) AND ONE OF THE TWO FIRE BELLY NEWTS (NAMELESS and KUNG FU PANDA)!

They just bought them today from the guy who sold Shi Wei his pet geckos, and since we are Shi Wei's cousins and Shi Wei is a regular customer in that shop, the guy gave Jia He and the others a discount on the gecko and fire belly newts, and the worms were free! The gecko (Sparkie) belongs to JH, and the fire belly newts belong to Jia Wei (nameless) and Jia Qing (Kung Fu Panda; really, he named it THAT), but I only took a picture of Jia Wei's.

Isn't that nice?

Oh, and feast your eyes on this! It's my first-ever Tokio Hotel poster I got from Galaxie magazine (August 1-16 2008 issue) today! Wheeee ~ ! Remember I told you guys that Sarah See brought it to school for me to see and I got so excited? Yeah, now I got it!! Hahaha! I'm so happy!

I went to Mid Valley and The Gardens just now and got that magazine. I also tried looking for Tokio Hotel's album Scream, but the Borders computer said the album was out of stock but could be ordered, but I didn't because I wanted to check out some other places in case they had it. So I went to this other CD shop and Speedy, but they didn't have it.

Ugh. Fine. I'll just have to go to Borders and order it then. =.=''

Oh, and just a reminder, if you know where to get any accurate Tokio Hotel piano scores, please, please, PLEASE tell me, okay??? Please and thank you! XD

I also trimmed my hair at my ahyi Candy's salon. It was RM15, and I also had her use "Callus Gone" or whatever that product is called for my feet, and she cut my fingernails and toenails nicely because I don't know how to cut them properly, and she painted my toenails this pretty mermaid blue, and she painted the white part of my fingernails white so now I have short French nails! She also stuck 2 pop-out pink ribbon stickers on my thumbnails... for free! She's so nice! Haha. She also got me a present: these 2 soft heart-shaped things on sticks. There's shimmering powder in the hearts so when you dab it on your skin, it glitters. At first she thought they were pens. Only found out what they really were today. Lolz.

Isn't she nice?

Crappy Fingernails

2008-08-21T14:07:00.002+08:00

I got tagged by Sarah See. Ugh, I did that tag before. Maybe I'll do it next time, but I don't feel like doing it right now because for some reason my paragraphs keep sticking together when I publish my posts, or either they have too much space between the paragraphs, so I have to edit them through HTML, which is so mafan, so.

I'm going to go to my Ahyi's (or however you spell it; my mom's 25-year-old sister Candy) shop/salon/whatever later so she can do something to my nails. I don't know what, but my toenails are seriously ugly. I used to like peeling them, so now they look like crap. So are my mom's, although hers are way worse, yellowish and stuff. Drat. Must've gotten them from her.

I'm going to ask her to help me cut my fingernails, too, because they're so uneven and I don't know how to cut them nicely. 4 of them are square and the other 6 of them are rounded. I want them all square. At least they're all the same then. =.=''

I'm boring you with all this lame talk about nails, so here are some pictures instead! ^^

This is a porcelain doll that YuWen's dad bought for her that she gave me. Jiahe thinks it's creepy because it's placed on my desk. He says it stares at him. I guess he shouldn't have watched Chucky the Killer Doll or whatever that's called.

This is a candleholder I got from this really cute shop in Taiwan. But I don't have a candle so I just scrunched up some colorful paper and stuffed it in the flower bud. Lol.

Also something I got from Taiwan! I'm not sure what I'm supposed to put into it since it's quite small. Maybe earrings, but I don't put anything inside, so it's kind of useless. But it's pretty. Lol.

The HSM Ice Tour ticket!

Tagged by Melinda

2008-08-20T20:39:00.015+08:00

1. What curse do you use?

I try not to curse. Is saying "shit" cursing, though? Because sometimes I secretly say that to myself. :X Sorry.

2. What are you listening to now?

Heilig - Tokio Hotel

3. Who is the person you talk to the most?

I don't know.

4. What time is your alarm clock set?

Usually 7 AM if there's school.

5. Do you wear flipflops when it's cold?

It's never cold in Malaysia.

6. Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture?

It depends on how I look and feel that day.

7. What was the last movie you watched?

In the cinema? It was quite a whole ago. I think it was 1000 B.C.

8. Do any of your friends have children?

NO! LOL!!!

9. Has anyone ever called you lazy?

Do you even have to ask? Duh. Of course they have. =.=''

10. Do you ever take medication to make you fall asleep?

No. What would I need that for?

11. What CD is in your CD player?

I don't have one. I only have an iPod and that iPod thing that you can use to listen to the radio and your iPod, but no CD player.

12. Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?

Regular.

13. Has anyone told you a secret this week?
No.

14. When was the last time you went to Starbucks?

A long time ago. My mom wanted to get something there so I just followed her, but I don't go to Starbucks usually.

15. Can you whistle?

No.

16. Do you think people talk about you behind your back?

Yes! Everyone loves talking about other people behind their backs. I hope it's nothing too bad though. Lolz.

17. Did you watch cartoons as a child?

Every child watches cartoons. Unless they don't own a TV set.

18. What movie do you know every line to?

I don't think there's any.

19. Do you own any brand T-shirts?

Yes.

20. Is anyone in love with you?

I don't know. Don't think so. Is my girl cousin counted? 'Cause she loves me ^^.

21. Do you do your own dishes?

Err... no, not at all. I did them before though, several times.

22. Ever cry in public?

Yeah! In Hong Kong Disneyland because my dad made me mad, and embarrassingly, I tend to cry when I'm angry.

23. Are you on a desktop computer or a laptop?
Laptop.

24. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?

Oh, sureeee ~ I'm thinking about getting maybe a lip and eyebrow piercing, and a tattoo on my lower back and neck, because I think it's very pleasant to be poked over and over again by needles to create a pretty pattern on my skin that can only be removed by laser.

Not.

25. What's the weather like?

Hmm... It's night now. Warm.

26. Would you ever date someone covered in tattoos?

Covered in tattoos? Like, his whole entire body? I don't think so.

27. What did you do before this?

I went to Melinda's blog and saw that she tagged me on July 31st?

28. When was the last time you slept on the couch?

When I had a fever somewhere this year, I took a nap on the couch.

29. How many hours of sleep do you need to function properly?

Not sure. But if I want myself to get out of bed the moment I wake up, not feeling sleepy, I'll have to think or hear something to get me awake. Like recently, I woke up and went to press the snooze button on my phone's alarm when I saw my Tokio Hotel wallpaper on the screen, and that made me wake up.

30. Do you eat breakfast daily?

Not everyday. Sometimes when I wake up at like 12 or something, I eat brunch. But I hate waking up at noon. I feel that I just wasted a few hours of my life.

31. Are your days full and fast-paced?

Nope.

32. Do you pay attention to the calories you eat in food?

NEVER.

33. Do you use sarcasm?

Um, I just did. Question 24?

34. Are you picky about spelling and grammar?

Yes.

35. Have you ever been to Six Flags?

The theme park? No. It's in the US.

36. Do you get along better with the same sex or the opposite sex?

Same.

37. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?

No.

38. Do you sleep on your side or back?

Both. Sometimes I sleep on my tummy, too.

39. Do you watch the news?

*snores*

40. One of your scars, how did you get it?

The scab came off.

41. Who was the last person to make you cry?

Erm. The last time I cried was when I listened to too many emo songs and my brothers were arguing and it was so noisy and made me more emo, so I went into my room and screamed and cried a bit. I still listen to emo songs now, but they don't make me cry anymore. Maybe I was just in a bad mood.

42. How's the survey?

It's not very fun... but I don't really mind doing it.

Now tag 5 people:

Emily

Saskia (HAH! Give you something to blog about)

Tash

Ryan (but his blog is privated la)

Sarah See

Raquel Turns 12

2008-08-20T17:31:00.005+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday to Raquel!

... Who just turned 12 years old yesterday! I'm sorry, I got a reminder yesterday that she was turning 12 on August the 19th, but I didn't know that it was August 19 already. You remember, I stuck to doing only one thing (playing Spring Nicht on the piano) the whole day on Sunday, right? So when Tuesday came and I got an SMS from Yu Wen, who asked me if I was sleeping over at her house after gymnastics (which I wasn't), I was kind of confused and thought to myself, Isn't it only Monday? Gymnastics is tomorrow.

Then I checked the calendar on my phone and saw the date -- Monday, 17 August 2008. Then I asked Aunty Lori what day it was, and she told me it was Monday.

Me: OMG!!!!!

Yep, that's how lame I am. Maybe I should stop calling myself lame or I might really become that. I don't want to curse myself.

Anyways, now Miss Raquel Ho is the same age as I am! Until November comes, that is, then I'll be 13. A-NY-WAYYYY, thank you, Raquel, for being my friend and making me laugh! Raquel is a very funny person. Hope you had an awesome birthday eating ice cream at Swensen's, and G.B.U. (God bless you)!

My Room - REVEALED

2008-08-20T01:12:00.007+08:00

Okay, now I'm going to post some pictures of my room, because I've noticed that my blog doesn't have a lot of pictures, so... Yeah. Lolz. Captions below.

Dices I made out of bouncing clay (clay that bounces when it hardens; cool huh? ^^).

A glass flowerpot thing I bought in a market in Taiwan. I took off the top half of it. The flowers inside don't need watering. The guy who sold it claimed the flowers are real, but I'm not sure. But they close up when you water them and open up again when you put them under sunlight. Who cares if they're real or not? They're pretty.

This is my bed. Quite plain, but whatever.

Part of my desk, bookshelf, wardrobe, and shelf. P.S. There is one more row of books behind every row of books on the bookshelf. It's messy.

The rest of my desk and the windows.

My stuffed toys and beanbag.

The inside of my closet.

The bear that my mom's sister Candy gave me, placed beside my bed.

Under my desk.

Some of the stuff on my desk.

Me dressed up as Tinkerbell for Halloween when I was younger. Lol.

The archway beside the bear and shelf, leading to the Other Closet and the door to my bathroom.

The purple Swarovski star chandelier beyond the archway!

The Other Closet. Inside are some dresses, a cape, bags, boxes, and some other junk.

Well. There you have it. My room - REVEALED. Gotta go to bed now. My mom came down (she looked tired) just now and told me she had been waiting for me upstairs for so long and blah, blah, blah. So I told her that I DID go upstairs, and that it was locked so I came back down, and then she went over to my computer and started doing something to it. She's transferring old recorded videos of us and whatever into it or something, and she's so worried people accidentally do something to it, she actually locks the study room door. Geez.

Omg, it's 1:37 AM now. Good ~~night~~ morning!

-- THE END --

Locked Out =.=''

2008-08-20T00:43:00.004+08:00

Geeeeeeeeeez ~ =.='' My mom locked her bedroom door already, so I can't go upstairs and sleep now. (In case you didn't know, I usually sleep in my parents' room.) She did give me a warning just now: "If you don't come up in 10 minutes, I will lock the door!" ... Which I did not heed because I was too busy looking for a new blogskin.

So here I am! In the study room. Using the laptop. At 12:45 in the morning. Hahaha. Looks like I'll be sleeping in my own bedroom... Hope there are no mosquitoes, PLEASE. I hate mosquitoes, and there are so many of them here.

I went for High School Musical: The Ice Tour, which started at about 8-something PM in this stadium thing. It was like HSM 1 and 2 together, with an intermission in between. At first we thought, when there was intermission, that the thing had ended already, and we were like, "O_O What?!" But then this voice said from the speakers that they were having a short break and stuff. My brothers thought it was boring, and they wanted to watch Naruto on TV, so they went home earlier, after the intermission, which was totally wasting money since the tickets cost like over RM100 after a 20% discount. The original price was RM188, I think, but my mom's friend knows someone there or something.

It was nice. The second part was better than the first, and they ice-skate so gracefully! I remember when I went for Emily's ice-skating party a few years ago. I feel on my butt twice and sprained the same wrist -- my left wrist -- on both occassions. It hurt. I'm so useless at ice-skating. Rachel and her mom, Aunty Denise (mom's friend) and her children and her children's cousin went with us. Rachel even brought binoculars. Lolz. Just so you know, our seats were around the front half.

Hmm. Okay, so I better do a tag before I lose interest or forget:

Tagged by Tash

Here are the rules:

A. List these rules in your blog.

B. Share 7 facts about yourself in your blog.

C. Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs.

1. I think grilled salmon tastes and smells abominable. It's disgusting.

2. My celebrity crush is Bill Kaulitz, who is about 6 years older than me. =.=''

3. I'm scared of cockroaches, especially the ones that fly.

4. When I'm crazy, I'm really crazy.

5. I hate my nose.

6. My best friend just got her FIRST KISS today. Omg!

7. I'm only 13 in November 7 this year, so right now I'm 12.

I tag:

Saskia ~~(who probably will not do it)~~. Emily ~~(who probably will not do it either)~~. And whoever else wants to do this.

Has Anyone Seen My Mind? I Seem to Have Lost It.

2008-08-18T16:04:00.019+08:00

SHOOT!!!! D= Internet Explorer had an error AGAIN just now, so I had no time to save the blog post I wrote just now! Darn you, IE! So faulty! Ugh. I guess I'll just have to try and remember what I wrote just now...

I recently saw some pictures of the Kaulitz twins on vacation in Maldives last Christmas, and they smoke. =.='' They were holding glasses of orange cocktails and smoking in 2 or 3 of the pics... Well, they're still sexy anyway. ^^ But in the pictures, I noticed that Bill kept looking around suspiciously. Maybe he was searching for photographers...? But I think the Kaulitzes launched an operation to get rid of the photos of them on vacation on the Internet, so I didn't get to see them in total relaxation mode. Oh well. At least there were some left.

I searched for the piano sheet music for 1000 Meere - Tokio Hotel for like, EONS, but all I managed to find was one by some person named Viola on tapartoche.com who played it by ear and transcribed it, but it was half a key higher than the original song, so I rejected it. And I couldn't get it from mk13Rain, who played 1000 Meere/1000 Oceans and Monsoon and etc. so beautifully on the piano -- all by ear.

But I found a Spring Nicht ("Don't Jump" in English; it's anti-suicidal; also by Tokio Hotel) tutorial on Youtube on Saturday, so I learned that instead. I mean, hey, better than nothing, right? The beginning was easy and sounded good, so I was pleased with myself for finding the video and deciding to try and play it, but when I tried the rest of the song...

IT. WAS. HARD. AND. CONFUSING.

The left-hand notes for the chorus that had to be repeated 3 times kept changing every time the chorus was repeated! Small changes, but frequent. And some of the right-hand notes were slightly different from the song (but still sounded good), only slightly, so they're not so important, but I listened to the song and changed the notes to follow the song anyway. As for the left-hand notes, I just did it my own way after that, not following it exactly. I don't have to follow it exactly, so.

I love Tokio Hotel songs. Most of them are in minor keys and I prefer songs that are in the minor instead of major. and because of that, I got so insane yesterday I scared myself. Here's my schedule for yesterday. It's not exact, because I can't remember it exactly, but it's just so you'll be able to see how maniacal I am.

And that totals to about... MORE THAN 10 HOURS OF SITTING ON FRONT OF THE PIANO!! My pinky -- only my pinky -- hurt for some reason after that, and it made my whole left hand sore. I think I should have stopped or at least taken a long break when it started hurting, but I was too determined. I know, I know. I'm insane. I'm maniacal. I'm a lunatic. I'm embarrassed...

08:30 AM: Wakes up and goes downstairs to start practicing the piano.
10:00 AM: Eats breakfast.
10:30 AM: Goes back to the piano.
12:00 PM: Goes out somewhere to eat lunch.
02:00 PM: Comes back home and continues playing the piano.
07:30 PM: Eats dinner and takes a shower.
08:30 PM: Piano again.
11:30 PM: Reluctantly leaves the piano when my mom nags at me to go to sleep.

If only I could put half -- or even less than half -- of that enthusiasm and energy into my schoolwork. Oh well. I can only dream. Oh, and speaking of schoolwork, you know how my mom reacts when I tell her what I get for my tests?

Me: Hey, Mom! I got 71 [fail] for my H&G [History & Geography] test!

Mom: Mmm. Okay.

Me: Hey, Mom! I got 100 for my LA [Language Arts/English] test!

Mom: Mmm. Okay.

And if she's actually paying attention ( O_O ) to what I'm saying, and if I'm lucky, she might actually even say "good girl" or "good la"! *gasp*

Hmm. I wonder what Saskia would say if I told her Tom Kaulitz smokes. She says she loves Tom Kaulitz.

Omg? I just called her and told her that, and she just gave me a monotonous "Oh okay". I was really surprised at this because I was totally expecting her to be shocked or at least mildly shocked, but she just kept saying "oh okay", "haha", and "okay". What's up with that?

Okay, just got an SMS/text message from Saskia.

Saskia: I acted like a zombie cuz me mum was right next 2 me

Me: Err... Why must you act like a zombie when your mom is beside you?

Saskia: Cuz then she will ask then Ralf will hear her and he will start asking me crapy questions la!

Me: =.='' lol? So are you surprised or were you concealing your surprise?

Saskia: I am suprised ofcourse...

Me: Haha. I was too. I'll show you the pics. They're so hot! I think you'll be glad to hear that tom has more muscle tone than bill.

Saskia: K.

And what am I supposed to reply to "K"? So I'm not going to reply. Lolz. I think I'll stop blogging now. This post is long enough. Oh, and I almost forgot to announce! We're having a one week holiday! Woohoo! Now my mom can't use "You have school tomorrow!" as an excuse for me not to sleep late (P.S. Her definition of "late" is usually 10 PM. =.=").

But she's going to nag me anyway if I sleep "late".

"Late". Riiiiiight...

Rachel is at my house right now, playing Dora the Explorer games. She's so cute. She's playing a game where the character, Swiper the fox ("Swiper, no swiping! Swiper, no swiping!"), is in a volcano, and she was like, "Oh, there are gems in the volcano! They're so pretty! Look at the gems over there! So beautiful!"

Emo Songs

2008-08-16T09:06:00.003+08:00

Ughh... I was emo because I wasn't in a very good mood and I was listening to Tokio Hotel (emo/glam rock band) songs... Lolz.

Emo?

2008-08-14T17:09:00.004+08:00

OMG. I'm really obsessed over Tokio Hotel, I can't think about anything else really, so I'm not going to post much today. Emily and I want to learn German (I want to learn it because of Tokio Hotel. I know. Call me crazy) and French, and Ms Emel knows a place where they teach that. It's in Jalan Ampang or something.

I really can't think about anything else! It's Bill Kaulitz, Bill Kaulitz, Tokio Hotel all the tiiiime. It actually makes me feel bad, like kinda sad, because they have concerts in the US and Europe and everything, but I don't live in the United States! They're having a concert in San Francisco on August 19, and my cousins live near there!

I. FEEL. SO. HORRIBLY. HELPLESS.

Omgggg ~ !! I don't know what's wrong with me! It wasn't like this with the Jonas Brothers when I used to like them earlier this year. Maybe loving Tokio Hotel isn't healthy for me or something. Lolz. You should see me at home. I'm like a zombie right now. Even Jia He can't make me laugh. He was acting like an idiot as usual just now, and then he turned to me when he noticed I wasn't laughing.

Jia He: Isn't that funny?

Me: *continues typing this*

Jia He: Not even a bit funny?

Me: Hmm. No.

Jia He: Not even a smile?

Me: ...

Jia He: Not even a giggle?

Me: *flashes a smile that looks like a smirk that disappears in one second*

Jia He: Hah!

Oh my gosh. I wish I wasn't so obsessed with themmmm ~ ! Then this wouldn't happen. But Bill is just so PERFECT! He's so hot, and his nose is so straight and perfect, and his hair is really cool, and he's different, and everything.

OMG.

I just realized something.

Am I... am I emo-ing right now? Like, being emo?

O. M. G.

I'm not in a mood to type anymore. Bye.

♥ Bill Kaulitz!

2008-08-10T16:29:00.002+08:00

OMG I totally love Tokio Hotel!!

Especially Bill, he's soooooooo hot.

Tom and Bill Kaulitz

2008-08-09T18:40:00.006+08:00

DID YOU GUYS WATCH THE BEIJING OLYMPICS 2008 LAST NIGHT???? The beginning was kinda boring, with people from different countries just walking around, so I didn't watch that. But after that, it got reeeeeeeeeally nice!! Congratz to them!

And OMG today's church was so funny! It was about BGR (Boy-Girl Relationship) and it was like so funny. Lolz. Tash should have been there. Last week, I asked her if she wanted to come, but then I forgot to ask her again after that, so I went alone. Ahaha! Next week's gonna be about BGR also.

I took some pictures of my room just now for fun, and I was planning on uploading them onto my blog to, you know, let you guys see what my room looks like and how hopelessly cluttered my desk is and stuff, but they're taking so long to upload in Photobucket. I have to upload them there or people'll be able to click on them and save them on my blog... so mafan. Ugh.

Ah well.

^^ Just now right, I went to [the robot] Spleak's (spleak@hotmail.com) at website (http://blogs.spleak.com/spleak) and saw some pictures of this very emo/goth-looking guy and his not-so-emo/goth brother on vacation at the beach, Tom and Bill Kaulitz. They looked kinda interesting, so I went to look them on Google, and they're 18-year-old German twins from the band Tokio Hotel. And they're so hot!

But one of them is my fave, and guess who it is?

...

The emo/goth one (Bill) who wears tons and TONS of eyeliner and has that fanned-out spiky black hair and eyebrow piercing! He's hot. His face is sooooo pretty (yes, pretty), he looks a lot like a girl! Lolz. Is that unexpected or what, for me to think a guy like that is hot? Who would've thought of it?

So see, I went to look up "Tokio Hotel" in www.letssingit.com so I could hear their songs and see how they are, and I loaded "Monsoon - Tokio Hotel) on Youtube and watched the vid and heard the song, and I LOVE THAT SONG! Bill really does look like a girl. Like, really. He looks more like a girl than I do. He's so pretty, I'm jealous jealous jealous! But he's still hot as a guy. Here's the Monsoon music video. I'm sure you know which is Bill (in case you don't, he's the one with the black hair streaked with this lighter color, like a porcupine).

WHY IS HE SO PRETTY?? I'm so jealous!!!!!!!!

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